when the heart breaks.

i missed my childhood life - although i couldnt remember totally what id been through. those years were great. i have no shit to think about. i could cry, make noises and run away from problems i caused whenever i wanted to and had all those beautiful things that i desired. but things are different now.... Broken inside, i need you as a strength to survive, like the air i breathe.. but where are u during my darkest moments? vanished and drifted away to an unknown place, nowhere to be found.. say ure sorry but see if that can heal this wounds.. i trusted you but time will tell me if its worth the sacrifice.. Earn it if u want it to be..