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selamat menyambut ma'al hijrah 1430

Stay.. Please stay..

My cousins from sabah came to our house and slept over here on sat night.. But i couldn stay long at home coz mr panda wanted to bring me lepak di gdg sekajap be4 i went to mr bear's place to have our, i think 7th movie night w the others..
Oh, panda n i went to Tk tea house restaurant that night. Seriously, those who hasnt gone there, should now go~~ asam mee nya marvellous brabis!!! *wipes drool* huhu oh food.. They make me happy ^_^
anyhu, i was somehow moody that night *oh he definitely knew why* so i asked hm to drive us to pantai jerudong.. As usual, mlm2 grenti ramai urg lepak sana. Nyaman bh d sea breeze. Hehe
then, around 11+pm panda sent me to bear's place.. I slept over there.. B4 tydo, sampat lagi maen ddr n makan fries w si orange and blue.. I woke up aher yesterday. Arnd 230pm id reckon.. Then mandi sana n headed off to ideal serusop, makan~~ huhu. Lapas atu arnd 430pm balik kerumah **
and yesterday, as in sunday, i didnt go nowhere coz yaknw, balik tadi 430pm jua. Yatah lalah. So yeah, all i did is just lying down my bed, freezin with air cond on, watch tv n had a lil chit chat w mum. Then i realised i left my home key in panda's car.. I informed hm abt it and yth arnd 9+pm tadi he came to me place n handed it to me.. I knew he was hungry, so i asked him to go inside my room and served hm mee goreng.. We had a real long talk w my sis jua.. He said he would try to fix my desktop. Oh thank u panda~ huhu
mmm.. Sorry readers, I got nothin left to type. am loggin off.. Tc

p.s i guess u people been wonderin y my posts usually include si panda, or bear ryte? Oh its simply because, other friends ov mine a.k.a you, yes you dear friends, do not want to jalan w me. Huhu sad.

Capers

Yes, i had my dinner at/in capers.. But before that i went to mall gdg to company my friend to buy new contact lens but unfortunately the one he wanted got no stock so we wandered around sja then tjumpa c mr panda~ he was so sweaty * luan kmbng bh ea maen ddr yg double.. But man, i solute u.. U rawked! *
anyway, i also did some shopping. Huhu hey, boys also do shopping uh.. But but us dont normally admit it.. Hypocrite much.. Huhu. Ok ok.. All in seriousness, i bought, i think, 7new pair ov t-shirts.. Lawa~ di i-top, ego n giordano.. Hehe. Balum g pikir what to buy next.. emmm.. Oh wait, ada~ i.e nokia e71 *drools* but, il have to wait til alvl results is published.. And if its satisfying n good, il have it, i think? Huh, angan2 saja dulu.. So yeah, yadee yadee yadeey~ i was so hungry tadi..ngam jua di capers atu kan.. Dpt jua melayan nafsu mkn. Huhu then my friends n i went to mr bear man's place skjp n tadaaa~ am home udah. Yeah, we were there for half an hour only.. *yawns* am sleepy already.. Tc y'all

am out.

P.s you guys should watch bedtime stories.. Its very interestin n wicked!!

being w em doesnt make me as one ov em..

had a quarrel w my bro today.. luckily mum n dad are cool about it.. i think *sighs*
i was grievin, and worried by the problem so i tagged along to gdg w sis n panda man.. Played ddr etc etc
my sis was being generous today and gave us $ to spend coz she had to leave and meet her friends at/in rizqun td.. Panda n i didnt knw where to go at first.. So he decided to buy fuel for his car then we headed off to seri mama restaurant in bandar.. Had our late dinner together there..
Arnd 1230am, baru tah my sis text suruh ambil ia di rizqun.so yeah~ tarus balik kerumah..
Anyhu, ezun, yes we shudn b takut to em *u knw wt am talkin about* and il try my best to be a gud teacher. Huhu. Gez i hav to hold on til d end of feb xp xp xp

p.s imy bestfriend(s) && semua lah..

Am out. Tc

Transformers

Yes, am watchin transformers right now.. Huhu a wicked movie..
anyways, for the sake ov updating, i woke up real late today.. At 5.15pm. Accumulated tiredness bh.. I missed alot of i-should-have-done-things thou. Missed to watch agnes's so-called new drama : jelita on tv3.. planned to go to the beach but it was already late.. Arrgh~
i went out again today.. Had my late lunch at/in gdg w panda~ huhu then as usual, go to arcade and played ddr.. He played the double.. Im so impressed.. I tried but i sucked.. Huhu But both ov us got so intimidated by tis omg-pro-ddrist guys.. Expert bh.. Oh how i wish am really good at it..
Mmm.. Then, we met some friends.. Si jam jua~ *yes, i accidentally met her* we were bitching in the mall tadi. Huhu. Had so much fun. but too bad we couldnt stay long. Me n panda had to go to serusop to do sumtin.. So yeah.. Basically, i had so much fun today despite of the body ache..

Aight, m out.. Tc

thank god i found 'you' ~

i went to ubd library w my sis n panda to search for a must-find-abreviation-book td ptg.. Luckily i.. ok ok, find~ WE.. Found it. *chuckles* oh I HATE the book keepers though.. Annoying brabis. All they did was non-stop talking. Arrrg..
Moving on to other topic, lapas dari ubd, we went to giant.. Makan kfc.. It was on my sis's treat.. Then talked.. And, talked.. Lama2, Out of boredom, we decided to wander around before being sent home.. Sis tried on some dresses.. Me teasing si panda.. Cari kan bras n tops utk ea.. Huhu sasak ya si awg panda uh xp xp xp *i know u'll be readin tis.. for sure u got a knife in ur hand dh ne.. Ryte? Huhu* and and, kami liat2 boxers tadi and.. it was weird and freaky that my sis is into boxers as well.. Wait, am confused~ does she just like to see guys wearing boxers or does she prefer herself to wear it? *bites thumb* Huhu. Owell, shes jst crazy i guess xp xp xp *again, i knw she'll be readin tis.. Oh pls throw that whip away~ huhu *
god, i should blame cadbury for boostin my hyperness.. Emm.. Then at night, before jln w si bear man, i did some typing.. And print my work arah si bear.. Huhu. And had movie night again~ btw, Siok jua ah bgi urg codenames ane xp xp xp
all in seriousness, to my bestfrnd lady, aww~ thats so sweet ov u.. No worries, wlau apa pun terjadi, kau lah sahabat sejati ku~ sorry if u tersinggung.. I knw am a bad-ass sometimes.. Hehe.. So yeah, gud luck w the dance thangy~ pls tc ov ur bones.. Krg patah mematah, pyh bejalan. Lol xp xp xp

oh oh, am out..

am sorry, but did i hurt u?

Ive been afraid. Ive been a fool. I knew u needed me but i walked away. I refused to reach the ground and leave u sufferin. Am so sorry. But ive made my time for u tonight. Is the grief still there? Is it even enough? Am imperfect.. Sorry.
seeing u laugh indicates that ure okay. wait, are u really okay? I knew i shouldnt have left early but its the best for you, at least i thought.
You have been so nice to me..
what i did is just small compared to the sacrifices u made. So, i expect nothing as returns. I just hope my presence can calm ur sadness and ease ur misery..

Diarrhoea strikes again..

Yes, ive been suffering from diarrhoea lately. And it kills my stomach again today. i think i should stop being too glutton-y.
emmm.. anyhu, i woke up at 130pm yesterday.. * i typed 'yesterday' bcoz its already thursday * .. and received texts from lady and si awg panda.. Huhu
after mndi n all, i got so bored so went on msn and chatted w dye and some other friends.. It was fun. dou only for one hour x coz d connection wass being bitchy.. Then after being disconnected from msn, i just watched tv. then si awg panda * huhu.. Majal jua kan menaip panda atu uh * called me up n asked f i wana join hm to go to his sis's place.. And i said yes pasal i was hungry jua. So he got me my fav nasi katok mama *smiles ear-to-ear* btw.. Fyi, Idk why lately i lost my appetite.. Will only munch food f jalan.. Mmmm.. If tis prolongs, grenti saya kurus lagi ney like the old times.. Arrr
Anyway, hopefully, i will get job offers by january.. I wanna make money and spend it like crazy. Huhu. Oh oh i miss my friends.. That also includes u readers * ehem.. I reckon tis blog o' mine is only bein read by my pals roight? o.^ * booya stalkers, booya! Buzz off.. Ure presence is unwelcomed here.. Huhu meanie me..
Mmhm.. To si 03/5 : i knw dec is a hell month to u, but hey.. Chin up! Uve got me.. Moved on and be happy~
oh im so lethargic n drowsy now.. Need to get my beauty sleep as of now..
Thanks for readin. Tc

I wanna have your babies~ Hahah.

*clears throat* pls ignore te post title.. M just bein random *chuckles*
anywho, today is my friend's 25th birthday.. *mls ku kan buat greet lagi.. Dah bgi adiah n msg.. Huhu* yatah.. Menunggu kana lanja makan lagi.. Hehe..
Mhmmm.. moving on other topic, aku nyamal tadi.. *i hate waiting* huhu. I know sekadar.. But am ok nw..
Eh b4 i 4got, congrates 2my bstfrnd, lady.. Gud luck 4 d test and hopefully u will get the job and do belanja me udah terima xp xp xp hehs.
anyways, tadi i went out and many thing happened.. *malaskan ceta* and got home at arnd 230am or so..
Oh i miss all my friends *sobs* pls buzz me up whenever u guys are free ayte..
Bah, aku inda tau kan buat apa lagi.. Wanna log off and sleepp~~

alright, tc.

I am gona be a tuition teacher??

I had an interview w ring rose tuition school's principal yesterday.. Was given a test jua.. It went pretty good though..
I must admit that i were petrified at first.. But nasib jua the principal was friendly.. She flipped thru my cv n all my certificates.. And yeah, i think i got accepted.. Huhu.. First time interview and first job (hopefully i can go thru tis)
takut jua coz il be teachin malay di sana (apparently, the other subjects that am capable ov teaching sudah ada tutors)
buttt.. The principal told me, amongst all the other subjects, malay yg kana byr tinggi.. Two sessions per week and it costs $150.. Which means il be earnin at least $600 a month.. it wil b my part-time.. Huhu promising plg.. But the main problem is that, not only that i have to teach them basics but also anytin, everytin about brunei.. (pls note that it includes all the brunei history, adat istiadat, bahasa brunei and bahasa dalam etc etc.. Which i dont know much really *bites tongue*)
arrr~~ its really complicated and i even almost had a stroke when d principal told me what id had to do.. *long sighs* that means i av to belajar lagi and il be teachin non-bruneian ADULTS who wish to sit for the citizenship exams.. Even worse.. I got no experience in hand, must do lesson plans, research, buy alot ov teachin materials and whatnot.. Ohh~ am i ready 4 all of this? I dont know~~ *gulps*
so yeah.. Lapas interview, called c awg panda *laughs* and jalan th kmi ke wywy jmp kwns. Hehe. Then balik umah jap, ambil my key and talked to mum n dad abt my intrview then zoomed ke gdg. Maen ddr.. Hehe release kn tension.. Pastu ke tamu selera.. And d final destination was kumah c panda.. Lmao.. Slept over di sana.. Huhu
mmm thats all.. Owait.. Its 10th dec panya.. Tonyt is d nyte that am supposed to join me friends ke jp.. Mmm.. Should i go???

are they gona delay it?

Hey people,
yesterday i eventually went to gdg w me bstfrnd n her bf after quite long *smiles from ear-to-ear* though i came late coz was waitin from my friend jua..
Anywho, as usual, kami kbox-ing.. Hehe. 8songs altogether.. Bnr2 wah.. But sorry uh coz i had to leave early..
Emmm.. To me soldier gurl aka dye, do u knw that iam also invited to jp atu kah? Hehe. Il dress up pretty 4 u baby~ lmao. Erma invited me.. But i aint sure f i got transport.. So yeah.. Eh eh, congrates eh kna call up udah~ where did u send ur cv to btw? Pvt co? Btw, insyallah, ambil license a.s.a.p~~ *depends on my parents dou. With no license, sama jua i seldom drumah. So it will be even worse if i hav one. Huhu. they did say abt that plg.. Hopefuli they aint gna delay it.. Takut~*
*sniffs* wait~ *diverting the topic* i tried to call the tuition skewl that shirley suggested just now, but guess drg cuti jua x hari raya ane.. Huhu. Dont know what else to type now.. I'll just sign off then.. Tc..

P.s thanks 4 d hang out bestfrnd :) and to the rejects, when are we gona have our next hang out? I miss my friends bh~ :/

'date'

Its 5.47am and am up bcoz my room is so polar-chilly *shivering* anywho, am supposed to have a 'date' w my bestfriend later *sniff* but beb, m indecisive atm.. To go or not to go.. But but i wanna hear the updates :( u jadi kah? Il make up my mind later *looking at my thin-cashless wallet* gahh~ need dad~~ hehs..
Oh i almost forgot, ive been busy attending functions n hang-out sessions lately.. Mum's been asking over n over again abt when m gona apply for a job.. Well, i did already w help frm few friends.. Thanks alot guys *hi-5* yatah now m longing for an interview..
Back to my updates, i suffered from diarrhoea tadi.. Too much bbq chics.. Huhu nyaman bh.. Cant help it *wipes smears* oh oh.. I miss the rejects (do we sound sad?) huhu whens our next hang out session? A.s.a.p pleash? Dye, sadang th kan ke miri saja ane.. get ur license atu a.s.a.p and bring the rejects out~ lets cruise brunei ane *lmao* we go to mall, kiulap, yayasan.. Then, emmm.. Mall, kiulap, yayasan.. *checking my list* And emm.. Mall, kiulap and yayasan again.. Omg.. Di mana lagi kan? Huhu
mmmmm.. M sleepy now.. So yeah, farewell~ wait 4 more updates..