not quite a farewell.

Mmhm.. *clears throat* ouch! am having sorethroat and i dont like it. it annoys me and, my right leg hurts because ov the exhausting hiking at bkt shahbandar last saturday. yes! Been 4 hell days for me. even worse, after hiking and bathed then tarus headed to my cuz's belated birthday party/bbq. Gylaa.. i was very lethargic man!!
and people w their obvious-surprised-looks said that im getting more fleshy now =.=' aint my fault.. Food likes me.. *chuckles* but of course i denied that statement. am not fleshy, just.. err come on! whats the right term? Think think think. Its SADANG aka not fat nor skinny!! In between. :D oh oh. Dye, i read ur bloggie just now.. We (on behalf ov the rejects) also miss u.. youre one lucky gurl.. Hope u will enjoy being the bridemaid.. Trust me, i used to being the groom-man (?) twice and it wasnt that exciting. Huhu coz u have to be less attractive takut steal her spotlight krg. Huhu imagine all eyes on u instead ov the bride *laughs* that kinda happened to me once.. am not proud ov it but people thought i was the one who getting married!! am like 'blame the makeup artist already~~' *bitchy tone* lol jk. oh.. i chatted w Shirley last night n she said 'harm, i miss ure crazy jokes' huhu cute~~
btw.. payday sudah! cant wait to go to miri.. i wana dye my hair, go to the clubs and have fun, fun, more fun and more more fun *smiles*
what else? *thinks* oh lady, be strong ayte!
Guess am outta ideas already.. Bh assalam :]

no time to cry coz imma heartbreaker.

am bored and stil awake. drowsy already thou. i just finished watchin the golden compass and mariah carey's concert. U can tell how bored i am now ayte? Huhu. i dont know whats wrong w me today. some odd-i-dont-know-thing bothers me.. maybe am just plain tired? Antah eh :/
oh oh i went to the mall masa tadi afternoon. am so happy. Hehe coz se xperia 1 punya price turun sudah :D yippey!
Mmm apalagi uh? nothing much happened bah lately. just the usual habits : get up, wash up, eat, tv, on9, eat, tv, eat, eat, eat, n eat. Lol. Yeah im bigger now. Seriously need to lose some weight.. Coz takut jeans na muat lagy. Hehe
bah, aku nato kan write apa lagy. I just wish everyone will achieve their hope and dreams.. Insyallah. Bbye :] assalam~

i see myself as an angel..

heres some ov the things ive done lately.. (gosh! a very lame opening.. :i ) erk.
ive been very busy uknow~ pardon me for that. anyhoo, i was invited by shuif to someone's birthday party at empire beach on last friday. saw few people that i knew of.. ( personal comment: the party wasnt reali exciting like what i expected but i got myself hurt while playing the banana boat. We -fizah, amal, shuif and me almost got drowned!! Twice!! That was OMG!! To me~ *eyes widen* Reali thankful to fizah's friend. She saved me. Yeah, i dont know how to swim or float myself. ) but hey, am still alive. Huhu. Nasib jua pkai the lifejacket.. F not, id be eaten by sharks. Huhu over?
mmhm moving on, am still unemployed :/ huhu its so sad. I mean, now i feel demotivated to study. Mcm, eventhough u have results yg handal or bagus p payah jua dapat kaja. somebody has to do somtin abt it! Mbri takut eh. Less and less opportunity sudah. *sighs*
apa lagi kan d buat ane?im reali running out of ideas :/. aku mau persian cat. My hamsters cute and my rabbits basar sudah. Huhu i think mybe one day i wana build a zoo :D randomness!
Bh am tired tapi Aku mau Se Xperia 1 or or n97. Huhu majal aku uh xp

regards to all, aslkum.

Dan aku akan terus...

O shoot! its already 1.27am. im still wide awake.. No good! hmm.. Ooh am just so tired today.. woke up late.. Needed body massage badly.
Tadi ujan labat. Scaryy man. Ada banjir jua. Hmm.. And banyak urg got sick.. Fortunately am good.
Ohh.. i hate them so much.. Argh!! And excuse me, u dont pretend as if nothing has happened. Karma pays. U want a drama? Here's the drama.. I jst hate you, you and you!! what u did is unforgivable. Oh dont u ever dream am scared ov u.. Go to hell!

I seriously need a chill pill. And lady, am ok, alright.. still in one perfect piece. But i think am holdin too much grudge.. well, aint that bad though.. Grudge + rage + revenge : satisfaction. Huhu call me crazy now. antah eh. i dont believe the term 'rationality' anymore.
Oh to that person, i knew u were trying to do it your way, but please dont vex me again. am a human. sometimes am just too vulnerable and stubborn to think straight. so yeah.


Case closed and am out.