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selamat menyambut ma'al hijrah 1430

Stay.. Please stay..

My cousins from sabah came to our house and slept over here on sat night.. But i couldn stay long at home coz mr panda wanted to bring me lepak di gdg sekajap be4 i went to mr bear's place to have our, i think 7th movie night w the others..
Oh, panda n i went to Tk tea house restaurant that night. Seriously, those who hasnt gone there, should now go~~ asam mee nya marvellous brabis!!! *wipes drool* huhu oh food.. They make me happy ^_^
anyhu, i was somehow moody that night *oh he definitely knew why* so i asked hm to drive us to pantai jerudong.. As usual, mlm2 grenti ramai urg lepak sana. Nyaman bh d sea breeze. Hehe
then, around 11+pm panda sent me to bear's place.. I slept over there.. B4 tydo, sampat lagi maen ddr n makan fries w si orange and blue.. I woke up aher yesterday. Arnd 230pm id reckon.. Then mandi sana n headed off to ideal serusop, makan~~ huhu. Lapas atu arnd 430pm balik kerumah **
and yesterday, as in sunday, i didnt go nowhere coz yaknw, balik tadi 430pm jua. Yatah lalah. So yeah, all i did is just lying down my bed, freezin with air cond on, watch tv n had a lil chit chat w mum. Then i realised i left my home key in panda's car.. I informed hm abt it and yth arnd 9+pm tadi he came to me place n handed it to me.. I knew he was hungry, so i asked him to go inside my room and served hm mee goreng.. We had a real long talk w my sis jua.. He said he would try to fix my desktop. Oh thank u panda~ huhu
mmm.. Sorry readers, I got nothin left to type. am loggin off.. Tc

p.s i guess u people been wonderin y my posts usually include si panda, or bear ryte? Oh its simply because, other friends ov mine a.k.a you, yes you dear friends, do not want to jalan w me. Huhu sad.

Capers

Yes, i had my dinner at/in capers.. But before that i went to mall gdg to company my friend to buy new contact lens but unfortunately the one he wanted got no stock so we wandered around sja then tjumpa c mr panda~ he was so sweaty * luan kmbng bh ea maen ddr yg double.. But man, i solute u.. U rawked! *
anyway, i also did some shopping. Huhu hey, boys also do shopping uh.. But but us dont normally admit it.. Hypocrite much.. Huhu. Ok ok.. All in seriousness, i bought, i think, 7new pair ov t-shirts.. Lawa~ di i-top, ego n giordano.. Hehe. Balum g pikir what to buy next.. emmm.. Oh wait, ada~ i.e nokia e71 *drools* but, il have to wait til alvl results is published.. And if its satisfying n good, il have it, i think? Huh, angan2 saja dulu.. So yeah, yadee yadee yadeey~ i was so hungry tadi..ngam jua di capers atu kan.. Dpt jua melayan nafsu mkn. Huhu then my friends n i went to mr bear man's place skjp n tadaaa~ am home udah. Yeah, we were there for half an hour only.. *yawns* am sleepy already.. Tc y'all

am out.

P.s you guys should watch bedtime stories.. Its very interestin n wicked!!

being w em doesnt make me as one ov em..

had a quarrel w my bro today.. luckily mum n dad are cool about it.. i think *sighs*
i was grievin, and worried by the problem so i tagged along to gdg w sis n panda man.. Played ddr etc etc
my sis was being generous today and gave us $ to spend coz she had to leave and meet her friends at/in rizqun td.. Panda n i didnt knw where to go at first.. So he decided to buy fuel for his car then we headed off to seri mama restaurant in bandar.. Had our late dinner together there..
Arnd 1230am, baru tah my sis text suruh ambil ia di rizqun.so yeah~ tarus balik kerumah..
Anyhu, ezun, yes we shudn b takut to em *u knw wt am talkin about* and il try my best to be a gud teacher. Huhu. Gez i hav to hold on til d end of feb xp xp xp

p.s imy bestfriend(s) && semua lah..

Am out. Tc

Transformers

Yes, am watchin transformers right now.. Huhu a wicked movie..
anyways, for the sake ov updating, i woke up real late today.. At 5.15pm. Accumulated tiredness bh.. I missed alot of i-should-have-done-things thou. Missed to watch agnes's so-called new drama : jelita on tv3.. planned to go to the beach but it was already late.. Arrgh~
i went out again today.. Had my late lunch at/in gdg w panda~ huhu then as usual, go to arcade and played ddr.. He played the double.. Im so impressed.. I tried but i sucked.. Huhu But both ov us got so intimidated by tis omg-pro-ddrist guys.. Expert bh.. Oh how i wish am really good at it..
Mmm.. Then, we met some friends.. Si jam jua~ *yes, i accidentally met her* we were bitching in the mall tadi. Huhu. Had so much fun. but too bad we couldnt stay long. Me n panda had to go to serusop to do sumtin.. So yeah.. Basically, i had so much fun today despite of the body ache..

Aight, m out.. Tc

thank god i found 'you' ~

i went to ubd library w my sis n panda to search for a must-find-abreviation-book td ptg.. Luckily i.. ok ok, find~ WE.. Found it. *chuckles* oh I HATE the book keepers though.. Annoying brabis. All they did was non-stop talking. Arrrg..
Moving on to other topic, lapas dari ubd, we went to giant.. Makan kfc.. It was on my sis's treat.. Then talked.. And, talked.. Lama2, Out of boredom, we decided to wander around before being sent home.. Sis tried on some dresses.. Me teasing si panda.. Cari kan bras n tops utk ea.. Huhu sasak ya si awg panda uh xp xp xp *i know u'll be readin tis.. for sure u got a knife in ur hand dh ne.. Ryte? Huhu* and and, kami liat2 boxers tadi and.. it was weird and freaky that my sis is into boxers as well.. Wait, am confused~ does she just like to see guys wearing boxers or does she prefer herself to wear it? *bites thumb* Huhu. Owell, shes jst crazy i guess xp xp xp *again, i knw she'll be readin tis.. Oh pls throw that whip away~ huhu *
god, i should blame cadbury for boostin my hyperness.. Emm.. Then at night, before jln w si bear man, i did some typing.. And print my work arah si bear.. Huhu. And had movie night again~ btw, Siok jua ah bgi urg codenames ane xp xp xp
all in seriousness, to my bestfrnd lady, aww~ thats so sweet ov u.. No worries, wlau apa pun terjadi, kau lah sahabat sejati ku~ sorry if u tersinggung.. I knw am a bad-ass sometimes.. Hehe.. So yeah, gud luck w the dance thangy~ pls tc ov ur bones.. Krg patah mematah, pyh bejalan. Lol xp xp xp

oh oh, am out..

am sorry, but did i hurt u?

Ive been afraid. Ive been a fool. I knew u needed me but i walked away. I refused to reach the ground and leave u sufferin. Am so sorry. But ive made my time for u tonight. Is the grief still there? Is it even enough? Am imperfect.. Sorry.
seeing u laugh indicates that ure okay. wait, are u really okay? I knew i shouldnt have left early but its the best for you, at least i thought.
You have been so nice to me..
what i did is just small compared to the sacrifices u made. So, i expect nothing as returns. I just hope my presence can calm ur sadness and ease ur misery..

Diarrhoea strikes again..

Yes, ive been suffering from diarrhoea lately. And it kills my stomach again today. i think i should stop being too glutton-y.
emmm.. anyhu, i woke up at 130pm yesterday.. * i typed 'yesterday' bcoz its already thursday * .. and received texts from lady and si awg panda.. Huhu
after mndi n all, i got so bored so went on msn and chatted w dye and some other friends.. It was fun. dou only for one hour x coz d connection wass being bitchy.. Then after being disconnected from msn, i just watched tv. then si awg panda * huhu.. Majal jua kan menaip panda atu uh * called me up n asked f i wana join hm to go to his sis's place.. And i said yes pasal i was hungry jua. So he got me my fav nasi katok mama *smiles ear-to-ear* btw.. Fyi, Idk why lately i lost my appetite.. Will only munch food f jalan.. Mmmm.. If tis prolongs, grenti saya kurus lagi ney like the old times.. Arrr
Anyway, hopefully, i will get job offers by january.. I wanna make money and spend it like crazy. Huhu. Oh oh i miss my friends.. That also includes u readers * ehem.. I reckon tis blog o' mine is only bein read by my pals roight? o.^ * booya stalkers, booya! Buzz off.. Ure presence is unwelcomed here.. Huhu meanie me..
Mmhm.. To si 03/5 : i knw dec is a hell month to u, but hey.. Chin up! Uve got me.. Moved on and be happy~
oh im so lethargic n drowsy now.. Need to get my beauty sleep as of now..
Thanks for readin. Tc

I wanna have your babies~ Hahah.

*clears throat* pls ignore te post title.. M just bein random *chuckles*
anywho, today is my friend's 25th birthday.. *mls ku kan buat greet lagi.. Dah bgi adiah n msg.. Huhu* yatah.. Menunggu kana lanja makan lagi.. Hehe..
Mhmmm.. moving on other topic, aku nyamal tadi.. *i hate waiting* huhu. I know sekadar.. But am ok nw..
Eh b4 i 4got, congrates 2my bstfrnd, lady.. Gud luck 4 d test and hopefully u will get the job and do belanja me udah terima xp xp xp hehs.
anyways, tadi i went out and many thing happened.. *malaskan ceta* and got home at arnd 230am or so..
Oh i miss all my friends *sobs* pls buzz me up whenever u guys are free ayte..
Bah, aku inda tau kan buat apa lagi.. Wanna log off and sleepp~~

alright, tc.

I am gona be a tuition teacher??

I had an interview w ring rose tuition school's principal yesterday.. Was given a test jua.. It went pretty good though..
I must admit that i were petrified at first.. But nasib jua the principal was friendly.. She flipped thru my cv n all my certificates.. And yeah, i think i got accepted.. Huhu.. First time interview and first job (hopefully i can go thru tis)
takut jua coz il be teachin malay di sana (apparently, the other subjects that am capable ov teaching sudah ada tutors)
buttt.. The principal told me, amongst all the other subjects, malay yg kana byr tinggi.. Two sessions per week and it costs $150.. Which means il be earnin at least $600 a month.. it wil b my part-time.. Huhu promising plg.. But the main problem is that, not only that i have to teach them basics but also anytin, everytin about brunei.. (pls note that it includes all the brunei history, adat istiadat, bahasa brunei and bahasa dalam etc etc.. Which i dont know much really *bites tongue*)
arrr~~ its really complicated and i even almost had a stroke when d principal told me what id had to do.. *long sighs* that means i av to belajar lagi and il be teachin non-bruneian ADULTS who wish to sit for the citizenship exams.. Even worse.. I got no experience in hand, must do lesson plans, research, buy alot ov teachin materials and whatnot.. Ohh~ am i ready 4 all of this? I dont know~~ *gulps*
so yeah.. Lapas interview, called c awg panda *laughs* and jalan th kmi ke wywy jmp kwns. Hehe. Then balik umah jap, ambil my key and talked to mum n dad abt my intrview then zoomed ke gdg. Maen ddr.. Hehe release kn tension.. Pastu ke tamu selera.. And d final destination was kumah c panda.. Lmao.. Slept over di sana.. Huhu
mmm thats all.. Owait.. Its 10th dec panya.. Tonyt is d nyte that am supposed to join me friends ke jp.. Mmm.. Should i go???

are they gona delay it?

Hey people,
yesterday i eventually went to gdg w me bstfrnd n her bf after quite long *smiles from ear-to-ear* though i came late coz was waitin from my friend jua..
Anywho, as usual, kami kbox-ing.. Hehe. 8songs altogether.. Bnr2 wah.. But sorry uh coz i had to leave early..
Emmm.. To me soldier gurl aka dye, do u knw that iam also invited to jp atu kah? Hehe. Il dress up pretty 4 u baby~ lmao. Erma invited me.. But i aint sure f i got transport.. So yeah.. Eh eh, congrates eh kna call up udah~ where did u send ur cv to btw? Pvt co? Btw, insyallah, ambil license a.s.a.p~~ *depends on my parents dou. With no license, sama jua i seldom drumah. So it will be even worse if i hav one. Huhu. they did say abt that plg.. Hopefuli they aint gna delay it.. Takut~*
*sniffs* wait~ *diverting the topic* i tried to call the tuition skewl that shirley suggested just now, but guess drg cuti jua x hari raya ane.. Huhu. Dont know what else to type now.. I'll just sign off then.. Tc..

P.s thanks 4 d hang out bestfrnd :) and to the rejects, when are we gona have our next hang out? I miss my friends bh~ :/

'date'

Its 5.47am and am up bcoz my room is so polar-chilly *shivering* anywho, am supposed to have a 'date' w my bestfriend later *sniff* but beb, m indecisive atm.. To go or not to go.. But but i wanna hear the updates :( u jadi kah? Il make up my mind later *looking at my thin-cashless wallet* gahh~ need dad~~ hehs..
Oh i almost forgot, ive been busy attending functions n hang-out sessions lately.. Mum's been asking over n over again abt when m gona apply for a job.. Well, i did already w help frm few friends.. Thanks alot guys *hi-5* yatah now m longing for an interview..
Back to my updates, i suffered from diarrhoea tadi.. Too much bbq chics.. Huhu nyaman bh.. Cant help it *wipes smears* oh oh.. I miss the rejects (do we sound sad?) huhu whens our next hang out session? A.s.a.p pleash? Dye, sadang th kan ke miri saja ane.. get ur license atu a.s.a.p and bring the rejects out~ lets cruise brunei ane *lmao* we go to mall, kiulap, yayasan.. Then, emmm.. Mall, kiulap, yayasan.. *checking my list* And emm.. Mall, kiulap and yayasan again.. Omg.. Di mana lagi kan? Huhu
mmmmm.. M sleepy now.. So yeah, farewell~ wait 4 more updates..

Panda man vs Mr bear *laughs*

Ok.. Its 29th nov.. N am supposed to go to pte tis morning but due to some complications, i cant make it.. ( sorry to izun )
oh yeah lady, yawah tcha isma is more friendly now? Oh god.. Missing her already.. Lol n cg zaus? *scratches head* why do u have to talk to him? Huhu meanie me.. Anyways, yesterday i went to gdg accompanyin me friend buying his brother a burfday prezie.. After awhile, tjmp the other clique.. So yeah, we joined em.. Had lotsa fun although the flirtin part seemed so overly too much ( huhu hopefully they dont read tis xp ) oh also, i accidently met fakrul, abu n muiz.. Only Had a short chit chat w em coz they had to go to watch bolt ( gahh.. Wana watch it also *sobs* )
mmm.. Then arnd 8pm, i had to leave to kiulap mall w panda man to buy prezie for mr bear ( huhu.. Byk jua gelaran drg ane xp xp xp ) so yeah.. Bought him a 212 latest perfume.. Then lepak-ed at our friend's place 4 a good 2 hours ( i think ) pas atu baleekkk.. ( i think again~ xp xp xp bnr kan? Yeah roight ) huhu
bh bh ngaleh ku becerita uh.. Hehe tc readers *blows kisses*

p.s ezun n dye, walaupun saya jarang membuat post dlm rejects blog tapi saya selalu membca blog itu.. Huhu so yeah xp xp xp updates~~~

my day

3pm : woke up ( aher ku bgun uh.. huhu maklum lah cuti skulah.. so jd bestfnd balik w my bed. )
3.05pm : washed up. Then went to the kitchen n had a cup ov hot tea.
3.15pm : watchn tv, msging n misscallin me friends..
3.20pm : received a txt fm me friend, commandin me to shower n cmpany hm to go to kiulap..
3.25pm : rushed to the toilet..
3.50pm : finished shower. Udah Dressed up..
4pm : received mc.. indicatin that my friend has arrived. Went downstairs.. N Got into the car..
4.20Pm : arrived in kiulap. Talked w random people..
5pm : went to hua ho kiulap
5.30Pm : went to capers.. Mkn buffet.. Huhu knyg brabis
7pm : done eatin.. thinkin of where to go
7.15pm : final decision made.. We all went to kiulap mall. First destination was winmark ( pls note that i reali fancy perfumes.. so yeah.. )
7.30pm : went to the arcade, playing ddr.. Tiring yet fun..
8.15pm : done w arcade.. Bought two cans of drinks n ran to the car.. It rained heavily.. nsib jua inda damam..
8.35pm : arrived at my friends place.. Had our dvd night after so long..
10.20pm : was drowsy n fell asleep..
4.25Am : woke up n went home ( yes.. I usually got home late. Hehe )


thats my day.. Huhu.. Will update later.. Regards.

My sudden come back :)

Miigaaddd! *wipes tears* batah sudah eh.. M back people~~ *runs around n leaps* huhu over jua eh..
Anyhu, i read rejects blog just now.. Oh gawdh.. Im so touched guys.. *wipes tears* izun n dye are always the loyal post-ers.. U guys deserve to win d grammy awards. Lol. Pemalas bh aku uh.. Yeah yeah.. U guys can bitchslap me now xp *cute face* lmao huns, awu exam abis sudah.. *blows kisses to the world* Lets find job together.. And to izun, if u want my cv, buzz me up ja ayy..
Dye, i read ur blog jua tadi.. *laughs* congrates uh dpt anugerah uh. *berdiri beside u and ikut bgi ucapan jua* hehe. Arghhh.. I hate tis feelings.. I miss u guys already!!! Uwa uwa uwa..
*sniffs* oh not 4gettin my dearest bestfriend, lady.. Congrates sal dpt kaja uh.. I miss u to d max jua.. I knw we havent met n talked much since the exams started but so u know, saya akan selalu ada untuk awak (cewah~ cana? Pass malay ku ane? Hehe)
mmmhm.. Apa g uh? My life updates? Been busy.. Revitalising.. Upgrading my body system.. Huhu what tha fudge? Xp
am happy though.. Realising that people out there, other than me family, are concerned about my wellbeing.. Thanks alot.. Oh yeah, i went out last nite.. Surveyin a bday present 4 someone.. But havent found anytn yet.. Well, knew the hinted thang but unfortunately the shop has no more stock ov it.. So, then i went to kuminis w panda man (huhu i know u'll b readin tis panda.. Pls dont hate me.. Lol) balikn me frnd cd irwansyah.. Huhu.. Then went to his place and liat ceta mirror.. Spooky eh d ceta.. After that, arnd 11pm, went to panda's sister's place.. And i slept over :) abis bamboo stick kami makan.. Lol jk..
i have so much to say here.. But too tired to type.. (told u am a lazy bum) bh tc n enjoy ur hols people.. More updates later :D

p.s aku mauuu ke capers~~ and ive been cravin for lamb chop.. Huhu pasal makan, numbur satu xp xp xp

instability

am currently very drowsy, weak and emotional.. Cant even concentrate revising..
and the weather has been rather sickening.. everythin seems so wrong to me.. why?? *sighs* oh.. give me strength..

Night at the museum..

its 17th oct.. a very close friend of mine, n.mizah aka honey has finally grown another one year older today.. happy birthday to u dear.. AND a belated birthday to ezul too..

..... New updates? .....

alot plg .. but am a lazy bum.. mls kan becerita.. huhu Anyway, Tis blog will be temporarily dead due to exams til the end of november..

alright, thanks. regards to readers

Harm's back.... and moved on :)

Ok people, im superbored now. So i think, i should get back to my past habit i.e blogging. I will try not to whine about the past pulang coz its better to let the bygone be bygone. As y'all know, ive been through alot of dramatic shits and whatnot.. In fact last night jugak. Huhu life aint always fair, eh? But hey ive thought i should move on now..
So yeah, pardon me for the few-months-blog-breaks.. btw b4 i forget, its nt too late to say selamat hari raya aight? And thanks for your loyalty .. for reading my kinda-dead blog. My hari raya is as usually boring. But i must admit i do have fun raya-ing out w few new friends and sistas. Hehe tapi kan~~ Oh nvm..
I just revised geo actually *tryna divert the topic* however got so tired so i stopped *alasan bnr jua toh* xp huhu oh i really miss therejects, my bestfriends and few-people-whose-names-not-to-be-disclosed-here :)
&& i didnt go to skewl today coz i was drowsy. Dmlm bh lepak. Yatah.
A level is really freakin me out.. *boring jua topic ane.. sigh.. bt gotta bring it up to remind myself* Inda lagi lama.. *screams* eh m solemnly craving for spags, pizzas, sushis, salads and ice creams.. Uwa uwa uwa.. When can i eat these food??
*sniffs* ok m being random just now.. Dont mind me..*making cute facial expression* Apa lagi uh?? *thinkin*biting me finger nails* gahh.. cant think straight now.. Bh na buleh dpksa neh.. huhu. Il blog kalau ada free time again.. vove ya guys.. *pokes*

New E71

Hallo peeps xp *waiting for sahur*lookin at me watch* oh..
what should i blog abt yeah? Mmm..*lookin at particular people* i had my sungkai at red chilli today. Was gonna have it di farm basket then fully booked. Tried making reservation di rizqun & fully booked again! So the option td was red chili aje. Huhu. Nyummy! After that, around 730 or so, went to mall gdg, dgni someone shopping. It was amounted about $3++ *eyes widened* then kami survey hps. I got attracted (captivated) to nokia E71. God! Get one for me! Huhu well, il surely get it soon!! Anywys, saya hendak bersahur dulu. Oh wait, i was given new perfume g frm faceshop. Am so flattered! Huhu sniff sniff.

its my birthday..

*wipes tears* hy everybody. Am already officially 19years old tis year *jumps excitedly* huhu still young though *stares at the sky and stars* Am super delighted to receive piles and tons of sweet, hilarious and (critical) birthday greetings, doa(s) and prezies from alot ov wonderful and thoughtful people *sobs* solemnly, thanks for the sweet attentions.
Oh should i mention what happened during my birthday? should i, u think?neah~ nvm.. all i can say is that ive got both sweet and lousy memories on that lovely day.. that didnt undermine the joy-ment i felt at all. Huhu *ada kah noun atu?* who cares~
so yeah, early tis morning, while was otw to skewl, i won myself a free sungkai buffet from pilihan fm. Huhu that was so amusing. It lightened up my day pretty well. As shirley said, i got so 'nasty' when it comes to food. Huhu well, its true plg. But tell me, who doesnt love food? I believe everyone does, yes? Huhu Mmhm.. I only hanged out w lady n shirley bfore i went home tadi coz ezun was busy w her gf alaina *laughs* && my funny flirtatious sexy Intelligent soldier gurl ie dye didnt go to skewl jua *stalks her in her bedroom quietly* woo~ i saw somethin. Lol jk jk.
Oh gosh! My friend told me about tis one particular rumour tadi. Huhu unbelievable brabis. But sorry, not to be mentioned here. Huhu controversial really.
Apa lagi uh? Oh yes, got my report mock exam card and apparently my results aint satisfyin and disappointin all ov my tutors. But nvm.. It drives me to do better for later exams. No worries people, i mean teachers, godwill i will study smart and get u the A's u expected! I will break a leg (literally) *inspirational song playing* huhu
mmm.. Oh i think i should get my eyes shut now. They've been widely opened since sungkai dh. Sorry eyes. Wtf? Am so lame~~~ *runs around like a lunatic*need help immediately* i need a sleeping pill!!

P.s thanks again to all my caring family and buddies. Love love.

Its 14th

*coughs* m back. Hehe. Ok ive jst got my sahur. Nw its 3.55am, sept 13th, the 12th ramadhan sudah. been reading new posts frm my buddies so terbuka lah hati ini utk mengupdate.. Kekekeke
Alright, b4 i talk abt myslf, lemme jst say a belated happy bday to ell *hi 5* kami both are sept babies.. Hehe to the rejects, izun.. your wishes are granted! *jadi bomoh and grins* sue me frm my lameness~ huhu && to my soldier gurl, dye, yes! we MUST go sungkai luar together ONE FREAKIN DAY. I suggest awal dtg la.like at 2pm?we go watch movie then sungkai k?have fun together jua nt jst eat together. Hehe i know thats our specialty~ and the main reason why ivnt been updatin is bcz iv bfriended not just w book but food also *laughs* huh!! I had steamboat yesterday. Nyumm~*wiping me drool* btw, our blog mcm temporarily dead. Il see f i cn post sometin there shortly.. Eh dye, which number am i in on ur 10 best-people-in-your-life chart uh? *julur* am i even included?hehe..
mmm..my birthday is tmrow *paused*.. and today, as in 13th sept, am nt goin to skewl simply bcz i dnt av a company msa di surau atu nanti :'( ya'knw why~
back to my birthday story, gahh.. my cuzy ada tahlil dumah nya. so basically i cnt go out. Uwa uwa uwa.. M stuck w the lame selfish crowds again.. Seriously, they are so i-do-my-thang-and-u-do-yur-thang types.. Oh i wish am invisible.. Huhuhu not.. I miss my bstfrnd, lady.. And i like the sand pictures.. Creative much.. Although u didnt make it.. *mean laugh* f uve got me sumtin for my bday, msg lu uh f wna give it to me.. Coz m sungkai-ing out later and esuk definitely am nt home. So.. The choice is only on the 15th. Huhu apakan.. Mcm expecting sumtin jua toh xp well, just in case saja. Hehehehe
oh my revision is absolutely in perfect progress.. but business studies alum revise.. *sighs* ive lost interest and hope.. Mybe bcz ov the self-fulfilling prophecy.. Si tutor atu suka merendah2kn students nya bh.. thats why.. F there happens to be an award for unproffessional teacher, it will definitely be given to h**.. Huhuhu no kidding.. an old ****h.. Ok stop~ gtg now.. Squeeze ya.. Love

tanda-tanda (masih) dicintai. Haha

1. apabila si dia sanggup mengalah walaupun dia jenis yg keras kepala tetapi kerana cinta, hati yg keras pun boleh lebur jadinya. (HAHAHA bnr?)

2. apabila si dia, semasa memandu cuba untuk memberi sepenuh perhatian dengan pemanduaannya tetapi matanya masih melirik sang kekasih yg duduk di sebelahnya. (mhmm.. Mcm kenal ja..)

3.apabila si dia mahu membeli atau memakai baju warna yg sama berdua. (ani yg susah ni. Kalau nada size bh. Payah neh.)

4. apabila si dia sanggup membelanjakan duit demi si cinta walaupun semasa dia mengalami krisis kewangan yang teruk (mmhm..baik tah save dulu. Huhu. Apakn.)

5. apabila si dia mempelawa untuk menyaksikan filem berdua kerana mahu menghabiskan kualiti masa bersama. (awu.. walaupun midnite, sgup bh ne..hehe)

6. apabila si dia mahu berkongsi makanan atau minuman walaupn dia sebenarnya geli dan tidak biasa berbuat demikian (huhu.. Ane tahan saja cha..janji inda membuat si dia menyamal. Huhu)

7. apabila si dia selalu menghantar pesanan ringkas atau 'sms' dan membuat panggilan untuk memastikan si cinta mengingati dan merinduinya. (awu yth kn..p pyh ne jua..huhu.mbri sanak bh jua terutama bgi sesetgh urg yg inda suka mengupdate..udah di tnya bru tia kan membgitau. Tsk tsk tsk)

8. apabila si dia sanggup meluangkan masa untuk berjumpa walaupun dia sibuk, rumah jauh ataupun mengalami masalah transportasi. (mhmm..yth kan..kdg2 ada jua urg,walaupun rumah jauh,sgup bh drive laju2 kn jmp si cinta nya.buleh smpai lam few mins ja..manis eh..)

9. apabila si dia sanggup mengabaikan tanggungjawabnya, keluarga dan kerjanya semata-mata untuk si cinta nya. (mhmm..ani merbahaya jua ne.buleh plg cemani.tapi jgn diamalkn selalu.hehe)

10. apabila si dia,walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi sanggup menunggu untuk peluang yg kedua untuk bersama semula (ani hnya utk urg yg bnr2 pecaya yg perasaan kasih syg drg atu msih wujud.ehem2..) huhu

thanks dye and ezun :)

Oh.. *wiping me tears* i feel so appreciated after readin dye's and ezun's blogs just now.. Oh these two gurls are the craziest yet smartest gurlfriends ive ever had.. Oh without you two im an innocent man. Lol
oh dye, hopefully u'll get the scholarship and leave us? Nooooooo!!! Oh its so depressing.. But oh. We have to let go of u *omg.. Im so emo*
and ezun, *wiping me tears again* thanks for the advanced bday greetings and the compliments yeah *hugs tightly* and yeah~ therejects power!! Huhu lameo.
Lets do our bestes tis Alevel and go abroad together yes? Hehe. Sorry inda terupdate therejects blog. Well, it was sharons idea to set up the blog so patutnya ia yg selalu update..hmmmphh.. That gurl~ sooo typical.. i dont wana be racist.. But, ehh... Huhuhu jk
bh see u people in skewl *only applied to my skewlmates btw* hehe. Grrrrr.

wywy yesterday and Charcoal on sund? :)

Ok people, its 2.33am right now.. Am already drowsy yet dont wana go to bed as of now. Wanna wait til sahur time.. Mmhmm.. I read some peoples blogs few mins ago.. To lady, yeah i noticed that u changed ur blog layout. Dou i cnt reali view it completely but it seems so attractive, colourful and nice :)
to dye.. Oh.. Pity u.. Damam? Huhu bnr toh eh. In anytime u can make the tissue industry jadi kaya. Lol. Good that u spent ur time updating the rejects blog. Sorry na teupdate coz all ov us are nw concentrating on alvl.wana go abroad w u bh. Hehe Weve been missing u soon-to-be soldier women! Huhu remember the destinys child song that i sang for u? Xp and i reali wonder who caused your sickness? *raises eyebrow* huhu and and happy fasting to everybody! Btw, b4 i forgot, i went to kiulap tadi and bought slippers for raya and pairs ov new baju jalan.. Hehe. And went sungkai di wywy lambak tadi. Only $4 per head.. The food was ok lah~ but some places are better plg. And tis sund i will be sungkai-ing at CHARCOAL~~ *Jumps excitedly and falls* opps.. Jgn jeles. Wawawawawawa. Bh bh thats all. Grab u later~

First day of tuition.

okay am bored now. And i think am losing weight. Huhu random. Its a must-do thing though :)
oh yeah todays my first tuition. Got lost tadi yatah i arrived kinda late. Then just right after i got in, kana suruh buat test tarus. Huhu wasnt really prepared. so, i just antam ja. Balik around 4+pm. Hujan~
Apa lagi uh? Oh oh.. I almost forgot that got 11 more days left til my birthday. I dont expect anything fancy, but just a sungkai treat saja? Huhu. Jk.. Not.. :p To lady, i know uve been asking what i want for my birthday. Jgn th susah2. Janji ikhlas apa saja saya terima :)
btw ive taken my baju raya from the tailor shop. They fit me well. Thank god. Or else i need to readjust it lagi. Mmmm.. I wonder when will the study leaves be held. Ngaleh bh skulah masa puasa ane.. 0.o'
Oh i read someone's blog just now. I actually want to comment on his latest post but malas lah.. Lalalala~ bh gtg now.. Later need to go to masjid. And revise again~ huhu bye people.

First day.

Mmhm.. I woke up late today. Around 1pm kali then tydo balik. Huhu. My head hurts as if i was hit by a massive rock.
Yeah.. Todays the first day of ramadhan.. I heard today's sungkai will be at 6.27pm. Oh. Cant wait really. Gastrict udah bh. I revised socio just now. Ani m jst lying on my bed n tunggu sungkai. Later tonight insyallah smbyg terawih di masjid. Hehe. Then revise lagi. Seriously, ive become an official geek sudah *winks* AND am proud of it. Hehe
i miss to read peoples updates esp ehem.. U know who u are.. And and my bestprens update juga the rejects.. Busy bnr bh inda g drg teupdate..
Bh bh.. I need to explain something to my sis dulu. And btw, i have socio test tmrw. Hopefully i can do it. Bh tc people. Selamat berpuasa~ *waves*

Happy Ramadhan :)

wee~~ its the first day of ramadhan.. happy fasting people.. Oh i didnt sleep dari tadi since i woke up frm the afternoon nap.. i went to gdg dgni someone shopping cikit td arnd 7.30pm. Then went to McD. Dinner. Meeting and saw a few friends . Got hme by 1am and tarus continued doing my socio revision. Ehem, lapas mndy n tukar baju plg tuh. Huhu. And my official first sahur is at 3.30am just now. my head is spinny udah. Need to get some sleep now. Tc y'all. Love.

shuweef and mr snowman

These guys are B.I.T.C.H.Y~ and and i was curious abt the love note thang for like what, couple hours only? Huhu i have life xuh~ it didnt affect me as much. Buuuuuu~ lmao.

M away for good

Ok first and foremost, lady, i know u wil awes be there for me. Hehe. Sorry i didnt go to skewl today.
Am unwell actually. Been coughing since two days ago.. But no worries, it aint that worse..
Mm.. Sir hadi ada every mondays! Yay! *winks at dye n ezun* oh wait, im suppossed to be grieving now coz i got D for my sociology mock exam. M so disappointed of myself. I know i cudve done better..in fact, way way better.. Sir hadi scolded me coz of my disappointin june n mock exam results.
I know i should not study superficially. I must strive for better results and revise constantly but at the same time try to maintain a healthy condition.. I know i can do it.. I just need to push it to the sky and i need support also.. So yeah now y'all know why i seldom update my bloggie.. Am busy re organising n re doing my personal notes. Wish me luck w alvel and pray for my success. Thanks people.

Emo?

I realised that ive been cruel to people in yesteryears.. i admit sometimes iam selfish and this leads some of my friends to hating and backstabbing me.. i know i strongly deserve it but please give me a room to breathe the air and change whats painted.. i was solemnly disappointed when i found a used-to-be-closed-friend of mine made fun of my june results. Although it was indirectly but the impact of that was really huge on me.. I started to hate and honestly i lose trust to that person. I mean, who would do that to a friend who've had goin through your thicks and thins together? Tell me if ive chosen a lunatic as a friend. what, then, makes a GOOD friend? I soo dont understand people nowadays. they will simply go to u when they desperately want a hand but then they'll leave u strayed when u are thought to be useless in just a blink of eye. seriously such experience is so heart breaking and it is apparently in the top of my must-avoid list..
However.. I can not deny that i still have quite a number of true friends who are not, as i know of, 'talam dua muka'. I really appreciate the unbiased support although i might cause messes here and there but i know that will not change bits of your love for me, yes?yes? i know am so hard to tolerate.. but u guys manage to tame me.. ive grown to be a better person now.. and i know whats there to take and whats to throw.. thanks alot.. Btw Ive been thinkin abt someone lately.. This person was so special to me back then but now we pact up to be so-called friends. I know i was being cruel to tis person then. Most of the time now, anytime i listen to our songs i felt so guilty and honestly i regret that i left you. How i wish i could turn back time. but things happened.. we have to move on for the betterment of ourselves.. I just hope am not forgotten and can still win the heart one day..
Alright, time to go..

it means extra hard work

Mmm.. Results were already out yesterday.. Guess what i got? I scored C's fer business and geo and a sad E fer socio *sighs* the rejects also scored pretty bad results except for miss dye..she rocks! Got straight A's fer business, psycho and socio and a B fer gp, C fer eas *hunny, m typing tis down just to remind me again that ure the smartest among us x) *

i cant afford to lie..am actually super sad and disappointed w what ive got. well, iam grateful plg..at least no U there..but.. Huhu theres always but's.. now i realised that Alevel is demandin and that efforts must be doubled to get what i want i.e scholarship..i need to make the books as my bestfriends from now on..

Oh idk whatever else i wanna type here.. Just, a big congrates to my fellows who've gotten better or satisfying results than me :') seriously i cant wait fer the study leave..wana start doing revision by then..

Mmm..owell, let past be the lesson, and move on is the best remedy.. Alright, squeeze ya later x)

my 10 fav love songs..

* thank god i found you
* i'll be there
* timeless
* i'll light a candle
* dangerously in love
* all over again
* love to be loved
* if you were mine
* always be my baby
* i stay in love

corny? Deal w it.

happy being-grown-ups day to ezun and farky :)

Oh oh its 21st august already.. Hehe a big day fer two ov my closed friends i.e ezun the reject, and farky..

As usual, i sent them burfday mms-es.. Hope it reaches em and makes em smile.. You guys have entered the mysterious adult world now.. So behave maturely and jgn lupa diri.. Exams are ahead ov us.. Hehe puasa and also hari raya.. Get ur license a.s.a.p n cruise w me.. Hehe.. Bh thats all..

Love.. Xoxo

......... simply you ...........

Mmm.. Its 1230am at the moment.. am still wide awake.. Intended to talk w someone on the phone but no green light was given.. so i end up grieving and watchin tv..
A heap ov things linger on my mind.. the disappointment from the stupid rumours and from the heart ache..
Oh lord.. my mood is tilted unstably now.. mybe im just tired? No cant be.. i can be emo at any random times.. I hate tis feelings but what can i do?
I want to write on all the bricks 'I MISS U' and i wish that one falls on your head so that you know how it hurts when you miss someone special like you..
love is intangible.. You can feel it but you cant see it.. But as u become obsessed w each other, u can see that love is like flower. It needs to be watered every single day. It wilts if no proper care is given.. True.. oh i wish i can have you..
Adui.. Ini semua merepek.. Huhu am being corny.. Oh who cares.. Tis is my blog.. Idc if u dont buy me.. Tis is how i expressed my feelings.. Reject it, well not my loss.. I dont bother coz the feeling is true.. Mmm.. Time to remain silent now.. Gtg people..

P.s i catch people's attention bcz i love them but if one day u realise i stop, then you know the drill.. A farewell..

almost got lost..

Ok.. I dont know what to blog now.. Hopefully tis post can be posted.. The reason why i was lackin ov updates is due to the bad connection.. Huhu
anyways, my leg is so sakit now.. Went to bukit shahbndr arnd 5+pm with my sis n two brothers. It was siok bt my two brothers suddnly disappeared n left my sis n i way behind ov em.. I tot my sis knew the way. As we gone further and far.. I asked her tau kah inda where to head to coz we kind lost the people..imagine kami dua saja..wuuu~scary.. Then kami just follow the shoeprints and finally ada tis chinese man tny whether we were lost or not. Yeah we were kinda.. Huhu nasib jua ada ea.. Then we got our way to the car park. Slamat~ huhuhu~
on last friday, another so-called lonely nite for me.. I was alone while waiting for my sis keluar frm d cinema. Were there frm 7pm til 10+pm. Imagine how long i waited for her.. 2+hours long mann.. Crazy! I kbox, ddr n ate alone.. Huhu i felt so left out.. Bt nvm.. At least i SURVIVED.. Lol
oh yeah btw, myb results kuar today.. M nt putting my hopes high but hopefully ada. Im expecting gud grades f not, im dead.. Huhu alright.. I shall stop now.. Tc people :)

I will be :)

There's nothing i could say to you,
nothing i could ever do to make you see,
what u mean to me,
all the pain,the tears i cried,
still u never said goodbye and now i knw,
how far u'd go..

Bridge:
i know i let u down
but it's not like that now,
this time i'll never let u go,

chorus:
i will be, all that u want
and get myself together,
coz u keep me from falling apart,
all my life, i'll be with u forever,
to get u through the day,
and make everythin okay.

I thought that i had everythin
i didnt know what life could bring,
but now i see, honestly
you're the one thing i got right,
the only one i left inside,
now i can breathe, coz u're with me,

bridge:
and if i let you down,
i'll turn it all around,
coz i would never let u go,

repeat chorus :)

ending bridge:
coz without u, i cant breathe,
im not gonna ever, ever let u leave,
you're all i've got, you're all i want, yeah
and without u, i dont know what i'd do,
i can never ever live a day without you here
with me, do u see?
You're all i need..

Repeat chorus :)


p.s: i love this song lyrics so much. It reflects my feelings towards someone right now..

Get well soon

Holla~ ones done. Two more exams to go..*sighs*
bsnss exams paper was quiet ok.. Managed to finish on time.. Oh wait, did i finish? Huhu i left out some ov the calculation bits "s
mmm.. Got geo exam tomrow.. Hopefully i can do it.. I havent read it as of yet.. Krg th.. Now gotta sleep dulu..
Btw, my dad's youngest bro got admitted to the hosp. He had a surgery on his throat thingy. Pity him. Wanted to go to the ward but im busy w exams. Il go there probably on wed.
Alright, m tired already.. Til next time.. Bbye.

3pairs ov baju raya :)

I woke up early today. Arnd 5.25am (i reckon).. Gahh.. Am so lazy.. I knw its gnab a long boring day coz its just plain saturday..

Alright, later at 2+pm my sis wil be going to labuan w her friends. Am nt sho f shes stayin overnight though. My biggest concern is what things she will get for me.. Huhu suspense much.. and of course her safety..(udah atu) Mmmm.. I was intending to write sometin here. But i forgot..*after few minutes ov thinkin* Oh yeah! I have designed three new baju cara melayu tis year; red (a must! Xp), yellow and pink (oh saja pilih colour ane coz i havnt got em colors yet) hehehe. Hopefully tis years raya wil be great.. Neah~ exams time :|

mmm.. Ok.. M lazy to think and type now.. Have fun readin.. Tc..

P.s/ i miss to read the rejects' blog page..

am not supposed to do tis!

Hushh! *finger on my lips* i knw am not supposed to post anythin during tis timeframe.. But my hunch guides me to do so.. So yeah.. Recently nothing special occured to me.. As usual, skewl time.. I escaped gp classes more oftenly these days.. Huhu setan d skulah menghasut. Had trial mock exam on last tues. It was fine dou a lil bit tensed coz i wasnt quiet ready as of yet.. Gahh.. Having stated the qualifyin exams wil embark on tis mond. Andd guess what? Bsnss studies wil be held on that day! Yay! The next day will be geo and the next next day will be socio n gp.. Yayy!! *fake smile* syok eh exams betamu atu.. Mm.. I wonder sapa yg set the goddamn jadual.. *sighs* this means that i must cram my brain to rvise all ov the required topics.. Eh nyusahkn eh!!

Ok.. Move on pls.. Ha! Tadi was lady demotion day (lurus ka toh?) yg penting nya, she was demoted from being an Mp to being a 'normal' student.. Huhu am not implying anytin here xp dont bother abt the inverted commas xp hehe.. Oh its been awhile.. That i didnt read the rejects posts. Sorry guys, if ure readin tis, i just cudnt get thru the page.. Mybe its too fancy?? Lol. And, i was wondering why we were so emo tadi. Talking abt sad love songs. Seriously? That was romantically freaky xp bt liked it dou..

Mm.. B4 i forgot, i went to capers again tadi.. I had 4 dishes includin pizza and the barbeque beef ribs sometin sometin.. *drools* nyaman~ its worth trying.. Bh sapa mau date w me, f we r clueless abt where we should eat at, just go to capers.. Trust me, u wudnt even want to stop coz its so finger-lickin-good. Huhuhu. Yeah. U will want to lick more. Huhu wtf? Yes yes im kinky~ so? Huhu bh bh til then.. Love u readers loadz.. Xoxo

I wont be here.

I will be temporarily inactive for probably 2weeks due to exams fever. And for those who enthusiastically care to know whats happenin to me are welcomed to dial up my number or msg me *broad smiles* tc people. Love you loadz.

Trial exams. Pfft

Mm.. Exams? Very soon for me.. In fact, il be having a trial bsnss studies mock exams on the 5th august.. God! Havnt started netink yet. I know no point 4 me to be overly paranoid while doing nothing to actually prepare for it. *sighs* idk why ive been worryin abt my june exams results and which course should b taken in uni. Oh maybe its bcz I found one ov my sis's friends has just been given a scholarship to UK. what a lucky gurl! *sniff* m so tired lately. I seriously need awakenin pills! I knw its dumb to say i havnt actually been mentally in skewl.. But seriously, awu. I felt m just physically in skewl longing to go home sja and absorbed nothing but daydreaming all day long.. And tadi.. Finally.. I woke up from the fairy daydreams.. Bru ku alert that im gna b sitting for A Level in few more months.. Gahh.. Mudahan th i can cope w my studies. Mcm inda sanggup g. But i knw i shud get a grip or do sumtin abt it.. Mmm.. Enough said.. Oh i went to gdg tis early afternoon, companyin my sis checkin her a/c n photocopyin some slips to be brought tmrw 4 her 1st orientation day in UBD.. And also tadi i checked my other blog.. Sorry to ezun, dye n sharon coz i havnt posted anythin in there coz yaknw, busy bh.. Plus its kinda hard for me to update since m using hp sja.. Uwa uwa uwa :'( bgi th ku wireless nah. Lol *stares* to lady, iknw uve been stressing out lately. Idk whats bothering u but hopefully u wont get too much affected to whatever is goin on.. Uknw i awez love u, kan? Kan? Huhu mm.. Idk what else to write here *bites nails*..
I shall stop now.. Pls Pardon me for the late posting in the future..

Capers again.

Im busy right now.. Updatin two blogs ani fun rupanya.. Eh eh.. I went to capers yesterday and as mentioned in my other blog, i ate 5 diff types ov pizzas and one ov em unintentionally had cheese on it. Yatah i tarus had stomach ache. But now am ok.. Tadi ptg i went to SCR. Hehe. As usual, i ordered roasted chic rice, kai lan vege and soya bean. *wiping me drool* now m so full. *lying on the couch* its rainin again tonight.. Bgus lah. Coz i m so burning up.. Mmm.. Oh yeah, ive finished my socio draft 4 tmrw's class test *relieved* hehe.. Oh another thing worryin me.. The qualifyin exams. Goddamnit! I havnt started any rvision yet. Gahh. Mati gue! Err.. Nvm.. Nanti tah. Wawawaw.. Btw, id like to congratulate my sis of passing her Ielts exams..
Mm.. Il stop now.. Tc ppl..

get one of these for me, and ill marry you =p

i am craving for food...

Imy

when everythin is said and done, we cant rewind back the time or even regret about it.. thats just how life suppossed to be.. Oh why do i say this? Saja.. Hehe..
Early tis afternoon i had kinky chat w naach zebra. Huhu had fun.. Bit scary dou.. P.s naach, if u readin tis, what said in the msn, stayed in msn. Lol
chatted w ezun jua. Oh i miss tis humourous gurl.. Mm.. Oh before i 4gt, lady, ive read ur blog. U shudve put some more pics ov ours there. Well, afterall, im impressed.. Huhu ^."
oh.. Tadi my mum liat dangdut.wawawa. So i stucked jua. Mmm.. I kinda enjoyed it. Bowh! Its so not me.. Mother! U influenced me! Lol
i didnt go anywhere today.. Mau makan luar p mls jua.. So i just eat twistis n maggie ja.. Not quite a nyummy food eh? But at least its enough to full my tummy.. Hehe
i somehow feel so lonely right now *romantic song playing* mmm.. Wish i have someone to hug.. Oh my... *sighs* sapa yg testuck in my head ane? Why am i thinkin abt tis person? Bowh.. Am being so corny now.. Better stop harm! Huhu
mmm.. " Deras ujan yg turun mengingatkn diriku pada mu.. Aku masih dsni utk setia.. Selang waktu pun brgnti. Aku tak tahu engkau dmana. Tapi aku dsini mencuba utk setia.. " lagu sapa ni? I want to know.. Help me.. Huhu.. Am currently listenin to tis song dari tv.. Bowh.. Udah! Udah! Kana sue ku krg 4 being overly romantic.. Huhu.
Btw, il update soon again.. Hehe tc ppl.

Home alone

Im home alone right now. Got so bored so i thought its bloggin time ^.^
its raining slightly here in rimba. My parents and siblings are leaving me T_T huhu nada deh. They went to padang ja. I dont wana tag along because i dont like the crowd.. And the smell too. Huhu.
I read ezun's blog just now. And yes dear, ure welcome. P.s dont forget the two years deal 0.o' hehe.
Mmm.. Oh its kinda depressing that our sociology tutor will be leaving us soon *cries* hes a very talented teacher. Seriously, hes so good that u wont even bother to miss a class. Hope he'll do great in the future..
Ok.. Tadi dskulah, someone was absent or missing should i say?. Siapa nah? Ezun.. Huhu. Overslept ya. So i ended up w shirley saja masa ps. Hehe. Felt kinda awkward coz w ezun, menyerlah our naughtiness.. Ani, ea nada tadi. But nvm..
Ha! We (the people in socio class) were surprised tadi when in the middle of the lesson, someone popped into the class. Siapa nah? C naz.. Huhu. Smua urg tarus signalling each other bh. Panat eh. Bedusa bnr. Huhu. Naz was thought to be running away from home and went to USA bh. It was true that she went there but not bcz she ran away but bcz.... Err.. I dont know?! Huhu thats her life.. So yeah..
I went home at 2pm tadi. God! Geo tadi msa tgh hari was as usually, B.O.R.I.N.G!! I was like counting every seconds of the time in which my life is wasted. Huhu.
Got picked up NOT by my dad tadi. Huhu. Siapa uh? Wondering? Achaler.. Huhu. Ok ok. Then went to wywy to eat mee mamak. Nyaman uh sana. M addicted to it! Huhu. After that went straight home. Lalala~
*looking outside ov the window* oh the rains stopped. Bagus bagus. Mm.. Apa kan ku buat neh home alone uh. Home party? Ha! Lets do it.. Not.. Nada dgn.. Gahh.. Wish ezun is here. Lol just kiddin. We can do sometin here hun * i wanna be on top~* lol jk jk
Oh i think i better go now. Hehe. Tc people.
P.s ezun, shirley wants us to produce a blog 4 the three ov us. What do u think abt that? And lady, saya ada cerita. Huhu. Apakn. Bh bh

the songs you played on the radio..

The songs are;

1. Youre one in a million. *nt quite sure lurus or inda*

2. Rossa's song yg kna nyanyikn smula oleh v.e *lupa lagi tajuk lagu nya..*

3. Always be my baby by david cook *huhu.. Tis one definitely ku ingat*

4. Somethin somethin selingkuh itu indah? *adui.. Pelupa eh*

eh.. Random aku ane.. Wish i had long term memory.. Seriously, i forgot stuff easily but not instantly lah uh.. Huhu. Mmm.. Btw, 'i dont eat cheese but i will eat pizza if its on top ov you..' Huhu grrrrrr... M bored and m missing someone.. I dont wna whine, complain or anytin today.. Just.. M Sick ov life..

I asked lady randomly, i think a week ago kali, pasal napa options exist. Why we need to choose one out ov two. And why sometimes we regret apa yg tani pick sdgkn we want it? Gahh.. Na ku phm eh..

P.s life is a dildo. Lol i dont even understnd what m typing. Hehe Bimbo. Bye2.

Can i go out w u next time again? Huhu

Yes! Finally i can go online.. Fuck! its been, what, 5 days kah inda mau. And luckily tonight dapat. Huhu. Lots to be updated here..

Am recovered already now.. Tapi msh la bedengung suara ane. Huhu. Sbr th sja.. I had mc on mond. So i had 3 self-holidays la. Mm.. Tadi i told pinah a secret. And she went like 'oh yaka? I expect that plg.. But thanks 4 being honest to me' huhu malu ku eh.. But again, i trust her..

oh list utk new ubd intake gone out today. And a big congrates to my sis coz shes got in. And td i helped her out, typing a resignation letter for her. So shes quitting from baiduri bank on next thurs.. Hehe.

Gahh, tadi gp we watched 'supersize me'.. Quite interesting movie dou.. Looking forward to watchin it again.. Not!!

Last night, as in july 15th, i went out w a friend to aneka rasa to have our cakoi session arnd 5pm. But when we got there, cakoi nya abis dh so we just ate martabak n hot milo for me and teh tarik for him.. Then we talked about alot ov stuff and udah byr etc, we went to buy susu 4 his dad. Masa ea suh hold the tins, my palms were sweaty bh. I tot he wudnt gv it to me dulu n guess what, telapas bh tin atu and it hit his leg. God! I knw it hurt like hell n he went like jumping arnd in pain.wawawa.i just laughed. Then of course minta maaf la.. Huhu it ws so funny.

Arnd 7pm, ea sent me home. But otw home, ada si dia mc.. I tot si dia nmpk aku d kiulap but pnya ea kn bwa jalan. M ok to be the last resort dou.. Lol At least si dia is thoughtful jua masih. Huhu *looking at si lady*wink*

i asked si dia to meet me up di wywy lambak ja, so my fwn sent me there.si dia was 5mins late bh. Bt nvm.. Oh yeah. Ani kira kmi first time jumpa lapas raya last year. Huhu. Bgus.. Bgus.. Setahun sekali ja ah.. Huhu

we were clueless plg.nato kn kemana.it was rainning bh.n ive jst recovered.so namo ke bandar. Hehe. So since kami dua lum dinner, we went to blue eden n yeah.. Ate there *laughs*

then jalan2 d jerudong park. I knw si dia wudnt want to antar ku alek awal. I get it.lol.perasaan eh.. Mm.. I wish there will be another outing w si dia.. *requestin* huhu. Apakn~

btw to my lady, atu basar sgt wh uvat mu uh.. F atu utk ku, omg.. Naku idup g toh. Hehehe. Mmm.. Apa g kn ku ceta ane? Ha? Shuif got a tale to tell me tmrw. I soo wna knw. N he escped gp clas today. Bastard! *yells bitchily* huhu. Bowh bru ku ingat, ada urg ucap aku bitch balik2 msa jalan on the 15th uh.. Mmm.. Do i deserve it?

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Restless

Mother theressa! (wtf?!) gahh.. Its 9am now.. I didnt get gud sleep last night.. The sore in my throat is so killing me *sniffs* yeah.. The cold as well..

Few mins ago, i viewed blogs yg viewed mine.. So yeah.. Interesting stuff.. Currently dou, im watching 'house of mouse' with my lil i-dont-wanna-give-u-the-remote sister.. Im stuuuuucccckkkkkkk!! *screams*

Had a cup ov tea just now.. Wanted to eat but.. Err.. U know why *sad face*

ohwkey dowkey, what shuld i do now? Wnted to use my laptop to upload pics but unfortunately, the charger got broken. Yes it did! *cries* gahh.. Need an urgent help here.. Havent gt the chance to look for a new charger..

Mmm.. Ish.. Something is bothering me.. apart frm the annoying pouts from some ppl, my i-conquer-the-tv-today sister, tis bloody sudden sickness and my cluelessness. *sighs again*

My favourite quote when im w pinah n shuif is 'i wannabe on top~' huhu. Randomness. We are the annoying gp bitches *hi-5* huhu.

What else? *thinkin* ha! My mum told me that id get my license after raya kali.. Cant wait eh.. And hopefully id get best grades tis june exams. And ive been longing to know what presents they'd give to me.. Ka-ching $_$' huhu.. U shud be proud ov ur demanding son ane mother! :p

mm.. Ok m running out ov words now.. Think i better stop now.. Wish me recovered soon.. *waves*

Im sick and weak.

Gosh.. I hate this! A sudden cold n sore throat attacks.. Yes.. Am sick right now.. Suddenly wah.. *sighs*

evendou damam, i ws forced to attend my cuz's bbq tadi.. Gahh.. Urg damam, p smoke is so byk.. Sanak ku. My selesma spoiled my appetite.didnt eat alot coz i felt so weak.. Hopefully il b ok on mond.. (btw, liyana, this is why i didnt enter geo class tadi.) hehe. Bt nxt time f kn escape, il bring u along. Lol

i chatted w sum ppl back then in skewl. Heard lotsa sad, happy, shocking stories from everyone.. Ohh~ life is a drama.. Ada2 sja bh.. Gotta get a grip n deal w it then..

*wiping his nose* ehh.. I reali feel so miserable now after, not only the fact that m sick but knowing some friends ov mine treated me as f m nt trustworthy.. And even worse, some ov em even lied to me.. Err.. Huge disappointment there.. Well, as ppl said, life is unfair.. Neah not really.. Ppl yg make it unfair..

Oh i cnt hold on any longer. M kinda headache now. Just ate my medicine dou..


Btw, ppl, this is my blog. Whatever thats expressed here are my words, my feelings and my freedom. So if theres unsatisfaction, just leave tis page and just, yaknow do other stuff.. Huhu. And, If u dont like it, just ignore it. Nothing gna change that. Pardon me. Tc. Bye ppl. Lalala~ *sneezes*

Guilty

Holy~i feel guilty to someone. Its a he btw. Gahh.. How can i get rid ov tis uneasy, lousy feelings? *sighs*

ive been so busy recently. Hell alot ov things had to be done. I went out on thurs nite, doing cliche stuff. Then went to a friend's house, helping him out w script writing.. It was initially complicated. But as i practiced, it wasnt that bad dou..

I went online yesterday, kn cri my friend suruh ea burn kn cd for me. But ea nada so i ended up chatting w lady, shuweef the bitch n some other friends ov mine.. But it wasnt long coz connection was bad n i was tired jua. Hehe.

I checked people's blog last nite. N surprise surprise! I found ezun's.. Ha! She told me she has no blog.. Gahh.. *frustrated* fine ezun.. U cruel gurl! Hehe *sarcastic laugh* wawawawa. Na deh.. I dont mind... Not! Xp

mm.. I cnt wait for the charity sale krg dskulah uh.. Wondering what'd be sold.. Huhu

bh gtg now.. Btw, dye, how cn i link u? I dnt evn knw ure addy xp huhu

It happens naturally

Skewl was boring today. I ws tired as usual.. Mmmhm.. Gotta wake up early til lapas sultan's birthday coz dad's gotta get to work bfore 6.30am. Imagine awal sja wah ku bgun *sighs*

sir stuart (my geo tutor) talked to me before i left the class.he wasnt apparently impressed w my work.. Gahh.. Biarin..

Err why am i using the indon word?huhu.gezz ter influenced cz bca blog someone td. Btw m so in love w tis cerita indon called 'intan'.. Gosh.. Awesome. Huhu

i was busy doing my bsns hw msa lunch.yatah got to eat sum bread given by lady ja tadi.huhu.lapar plg..p inda sampat kan lunch.. I was so bugged td coz my dad aher ambil balek uh.my class ended at 2pm n he fetched me up at 3 bloody pm. *rolls eyes* pns lagi tadi. I was sweatin lyk a pig.

Mmm.. For no apparent reasons, I group chat w shuweef n fids tadi. Had so much fun talking abt random stuffs. Not to mention, mengumpating si **** (not to be disclosed here thou) hehe.. Bcz ov d group chat, na ku telayan the others esp lady. M sorry uh *hugs*

damnit! i was so hungry tadi. Wanted to eat soto p aher udah. Asmad told me, he went to pizza hut w begok tadi.. Gahh.. Jahat u guys! Na mbwa2.. Huhu

i miss someone so bad now.. *looks down*cries* those memories and your sarcasms. Weird.. Somehow i miss it.. Oh never mind..


I just remember this cliche quote frm people : ' try not to think about the used-to-be or the past coz it benefits you nothing plus they may not think of u so why bother? ' huhu.. This is true, aint it? Emo much. But sometimes, it happens naturally.

Alright, guess i have nothing left to type here.. Tc people. Bye2

I cant

Its been awhile i dont go bloggin. Well, here i am now.. Hehe

currently am in the school canteen w lady.. M so clueless about what am gona type here.. Lets see..

Oh recently i did check my blog ane tapi viewed n read ceta urg ja. Was n stil am terharu when i read lady's blog *sobs* harm syg u too.. Wawawawawa. I sound corny..

I talked to mumy last nyt pasal kn buat pasport uh. I had one p expired udah. Cg suhaili requested me to b the school representative for syarahan cmpetition. There goes.. My chance.. Tapi jauh uh. D temburong.. Gaah! So i cant go coz firstly, mls kn buat pasport. F i do make one, na sampat uh. The compe is on tis sat. Secondly, i dnt wana go w cg suhaili. Huhu. I gez its obvious why xp

oh yeah.. I forgot to mention, i finally went out w pinah n shuif on last thurs. We went to buffet in capers,kiulap. Nyaman yaw! U ppl shud try there.. Hehe. Not enuf makan, syok begila w them uh. Huhu inda lupa, vaining wh sorang2.

And yesterday i went to nyonya restaurant. Quite mahal but its worthed lah. Hehe. The food was nice..

Mmm.. Apa g uh? Oh yes.. To those yg inda single atu, happy2 th selalu. Wtf? Random much. Huhu. Gtg now.. Bye ppl.

Im back again (for awhile only thou) :)

Oh apart from being busy w life n studies i have nothing to type here.. Oh wait! Ada..

My bstfrnd damam msa ne. Shes been absent for 2 days uh. Huhu shean.. Get well soon dear :)

shuif suruh viewed his blog n i did. Huhu.adeh~kes boring wah ea create hairstyle utk ea uh. Smua hairstyles suited ea uh.. Sasak ku eh. Wawawawawa.

Eh eh remember the previous post i talked abt the obsessed gurl? Ha.. Ia invited me later. Majal kn liat movie lagi uh. But i refused. Wawawawa hopefully she wont paksa me later.

Oh izun was psychopathic tis lately *julur ia* huhu ada kah patut ea suh ku msuk p2f *laughs* as f i want to.. Huhu. N yesterday we talked alot about cool stuffs. Yes! N we created a club called 'the horny club' huhu i knw we sound so crazy..

Btw,urg yg kna shortlisted in mindef scholar wil hav their written test today. Wish em luck..

I went out w as last nyte.aher arnd 10pm x.after ea jmp sumone.he told me panya that 'sumone' atu was my ex! Huhu. What a coincidence! Yth luan kn chat sja. Huhu. I had fun thou dgr ceta nya smbil makan di bndar uh. Apa kn d pggil toh?tamu ka?whatever.. Huhu


Arggghhh Crap! Qualifyin exams are ahead ov me.need to prepare. So wont be able to update my blog frequently.. So yeah.. Thanks for readin tis people. Hehe. Best wishes. Bye2.

Ddr yg lebih siyok!

Mmm.. Today was fairly ok lah.. I slept aher last nite n i got woken up by the mc's n msges frm the obsessed gurl.. *sighs* na dpt tydo sanang bh.. Ish..

I ws so bored tadi ptg. So just limpang2 di bilik smbil dgr mp3. Hehe. Was so romantic td. Dgr lagu agnes monica ja. Huhu. P na lama lah. Cz i got bored so yt tv ja..

Arnd 6pm, my mum asked to accompany her n my lil sis ke salun.so i came w em.. Aku lah yg kna suh picked style apa utk my lil sis. N i picked tis pic. Lawa lah rmbut that model in dt pic..

Guess what hppnd, alum g sampat ku explain rh hairstylist atu, my sis called me up kn bwa liat wayang. So i had to go n leave my mum ja yg instruct the hairstylist.. I got home, tukar bju n etc etc.

Otw, my mum called my dad.so kmi tarus ambil them dari salun n head off tarus to mall gdg. Huhu tekajut ku meliat rmbut my lil sis uh. Inda jua ada beza. Ada plg. Nipis ja. Totally na sama w d one in d pic i chose..

Oh yeah.. Dh smpai mall, i asked my sis kn yt ceta pa. She answered 'get smart'.. Adui.. Udah ku liat. Huhu. Then i didnt ikut her liat movie. She was w her friend, si red..

So i just wander arnd. Texted em friends to come to gdg. Whilst waiting, i went to uni. Menyanyi d kbox alone. Huhu. It was fun dou.. I miss plg kn kbox-ing w c lady. Hehe. Next time th g..

Dh my friends dtg, we went off to the other arcade (yg bks ice skating uh).. Maen ddr kmi.. Murah yo! One token for one player compared to uni which is two tokens for one player..

ddr nya, although alil bit outdated, lagu2 nya byk n lawa2. N most importantly, it has til 5th rounds or 8th rounds. Cn u imagine? One token for one player (2 tokens cn make 2 players, ov course) and u got to play til 5 rounds.. Huhu apa kn aku uh.. Mcm promo th plg. Bt hey, u shud try there. Its fairly good!

Then, lapas maen, we got so hungry so we had our dinner rh food court (well, aku plg ja makan toh cz they wnted to go to blue eden n sadly i cudnt join em tadi)..

When we were done ( i mean me.. Hehe they jst dgni aku) i looked for my sister. Rupanya ea d swenson.. Enjoying her ice cream. N yes! I had some ov it jua. Huhu.

Arnd 1045pm, i got tired.so i asked my parents to pick us up. So yeah.. Balik kumah lapas mndy n tukar baju, i watched tv. Hehe. N now, here i am bloggin..

*lookin at his watch n yawns* oh its time to go.. Ok.. Have fun readin.. Tc people.

two pictures only ;p

ohhh.. wooii!! apa focus di bawah sana atu th plg? lol.. sapa yang view my blog ani.. di minta relax.. huhuhu explicit ehh.. but i knw u guys like it, kan? kan? :p



nahh.. te tydo tah ku plg.. hhuu apakan~

am superbored now..yath buang boreng ja upload my damn pictures.. heheheh.. bah dua ani tah je.. lalalalalla~ bye2 people..

Hot story! Must read tis! Huhu

Tadi afternoon arnd 1.30pm i went to lady's place kn bgi ea hadiah belated burfday nya *sorry late* hehe.. I knew ud like it.. F inda, baek bgi balik! Huhu jk. We went on9 skjp. Cek blog, fs n youtube-ing.. It ws fun lah. N we had milo shake *specially made by lady for me* and cucur pisang. Hehe. Nyummy..

Then nora txtd me up askin if id wnt to join em watch movie. N i said yes cz they said they were w their cousins..

Oh yes cousins. Intially i tot cousins drg laki2.. Panya.. Msa msuk kereta nya, *fyi, drg yg aga ku alek dumah lady* smua gurls. Bowh.. Tekajut lah n speechless tarus..

i requested the driver *one of the gurls* to drive me kumah first cz i ned to ambil my wallet n chnge my attire.. Then we off to gdg..

I sensed sometin fishy plg at first. Bt i was on a silent mode stil. Then i 'kidnapped' c nora n asked why i ws brought jua. Panya... *this is when the suspend part goes*

the driver *one ov the gurls* like me! Yes LIKE, LOVE, ADORE.. Name it all.. Tarus ku banggang.. God.. They are like paris hilton-bitchy-like.. Youknw, party type n ka-ching $$$ type.

Yth i ignored it ja. So we went on watchin get smart. There were 17 ov us. Yes bnyak! N all the tickets, drinks n pop corns were all paid by the driver *the gurl that likes me.. Btw, dnt get me wrong.. Shes nt a driver , driver. * huhu

more interestingly, pas yt wayang, tarus i told em that i jst balek ikut my guy friend. Sampat lah i thanked that gurl yg blnja uh.. I tot it ended dt moment.. Panya, arnd 8pm she texted me up lagi..

Guess what, she wanted to lanja me movie g at 9pm. Im like 'is she crazy n desperate?!' yes! Scary! M shocked yaknw.. Ada pny gurl yg sgup buat apa sja to dptkn a guy..

*sighs* shes got my number udah frm my friend. Talor wh. She kept on msg-ing n tryna call me up. To avoid it, i told her i ws outta cdt. N guess what? She transfered me some crdt..

God! Yes now u see how desperate she is. Majal calling me up arnd 12am td. I answered cz sanak udh hp ane vibrate sja uh..

She told me she wanted to go out w me lagi esuk. She BEGGED me.. God! Aku lelaki ane plg tau malu.. Antah eh.. Obsessed bnr jua ya uh..

P.s if u have any suggestions ov how to get rid ov her, pls help me.. Shes like astro bills. Huhu. Selagi inda di byr, slagi atu kna putung. Huhu i knw m nt making any sense here. Bh gtg. Kn tydo. Hpefully she wont kacau me esuk *doa*

I almost drowned

I went to stadium tadi. Swimming w my siblings. It was at 3pm til 5pm. Huhu. Syok! But tiring.. I almost drowned tadi. Luckily my two lil bros saved me. Yes! They did. Huhu gi malu jua toh..

When we got home, tarus ku msuk toilet n had a bath lagi. Felt so burning up. Then arnd 7pm had ambuyat session w my whole family. Hehe. I liked it. Everyone seem concentrate eating. Mcm nada yg becerita. Huhu i cud only see the food makin sedikit n finally abis.. Alhamdulilah..huhu

Arnd 8pm, i went out w a friend. I went to a shop to buy lady her presents. Nothing fancy but so lawa n surely can be used frequently. Hehe. Bkn bra eh. Lol *oh btw lady, esuk insyallah il go to ur place n give it to u yeah*

ooh.. its 12+am now. I just got home actually. Hehe. Yth otw home tadi, i saw a kitten got run over at my friend's house. Kesian wh :'( yth my friends ckp durang kn kubur kn later. Yes lapas drg antar aku uh. Huhu. Spooky~

alright, before i go, tadi i read some of the updates made by my blog-friend-lists.. Lady, are u in love w c ham ka? Why do i feel so? Huhu. N n congrates dpt yur wallet balik. Huhu.

Ok.. Gtg nw.. Bye2 people..

i stay in love - mariah carey

Dying inside cause i cant stand it,
make or break-up cant take this madness,
we dont even really know why,
all i know is baby i try and try so hard to keep our love alive,
if u dont know me at this point then i highly doubt u ever will,
i really need u to give that unconditional love i used to feel,
its no mistaking,we're just erasing from our hearts and minds,


¤ and i know we said let go
but i kept on hanging on
inside i know its over, u really gone
its killing me, cause there aint nothin that i can do
baby, i stay in love w u,

* and i keep on telling myself that u'll come back around,
and i try to front like 'oh well' each time u let me down,
see i cnt get over u now no matter what i do,
but baby, baby i stay in love with you..

Na na na na na na na na na 3x
baby, i stay in love with u

it cuts so deep,
it hurts down to my soul,
my friends tell me,
i aint the same no more, we
still need each other when we stumble and fall,
how we gon act like we had aint nothin' at all now
hey,what i wanna do is ride short,
gun next to u with the top
down like we used to hit the block
proud in the suv
we both know our heart is breakin
can we learn from our mistakes?
I cant last one moment alone
now go.

Repeat ¤

repeat *

we said lets go

repeat ¤ and * again..

I beg your pardon

what a miserably sad night! Ive shedded a tear tonight. seriously m nt being sarcastic or braggin here. m just so sorry for my heartless offence.

One thing for sure, I hold no grudge on no body.

Oh.. what have i done? Ive just broken one faithful heart. Wait! that person broke mine first! or is it the other way around? Oh the point is m cruel to make you cry.. i dont know what else to type here.

why dont u make an effort to stop sulking and got back to me? Its just a small matter.. at least i think it is. Really. I beg your pardon. M nt good in calming people down. Stop making me feel guilty. It sucks. And u know i worth a second chance.

P.s please let me know whats really happenin here bcz m so clueless. And cigar kills me! And lady, we really need to decide whether o not we should be going to zaty's function TOGETHER.

You are getting on my nerve!

what im up to today? Oh nothing much. Just did my socio n geo hws.

I didnt go anywhere today (well, actually i wanted to but mcm malas jua)

mm. Somebody texted me up tadi. The one yg i said mad at me atu.. Well, i still didnt know why ea marah.

Ive apologised n did what i had to do but still jua. If ure readin this, please.. I dont deserve to be treated like this shit.

I thought we are friends. Am not your babysitter to take care of your feeling whilst mine is destroyed. Yeah.. M a bad ass! And thats because im mad! Fyi.. YOU ARE GETTING ON MY NERVE! Dont u get it? Oh i guess u still dont. How about, mmmmhmm.. Get the hell out of my life?

Please, be more MATURE AND RATIONAL!! now for sure you have to mend two hearts here. Yes, yours and mine! Good luck! Ha!

Oh enough.. Enough! My mood is ruined. Thanks to you a*******!

birthday party n someone is sulkin.

Oh i had fun w nora's 19th birthday party tadi. Although, i went there a lil bit late tadi around 9.30pm coz i had to accompany some one to mall gdg. And i sampat fetched ferrero roche for nora. Hehe. I knew she'd like it.. (to lady.. Bowh.. U must be wondering what ur burfday prezie will be, kan? Kan?) huhu. Relax~

then then i went to nora's place n a bit tekajut coz most ov the people pkai bju cra melayu n bju kurung. Panya early on ada betahlil. Suspend. N i came late.. Huhu sorry~ :p

yth kn.. Jmp drg c alif n d panat geng, erah, nora (of course.. Bday gurl xuh), neza n d sistas n ramai g lah. Atu syok begila. Huhu. Kana suh menyalai ayam g toh.. Huhu first time tah in my life toh. Seriously. Huhu. Panas yaw!

Then udah menyalai, kna suh g ku membuat cocktail *garu kpala* lagi.. First time wh. Selalu liat my dad saja yg buat. Adui~ nasib jua ada c alif n neza. Lau inda, grentee hancur toh cocktail uh. Clueless gtoh eh. Cmpur2 sja cha. Huhu. Bt panya sanang sja *duhh~

i got picked up by my friends at 12am tadi n tarus kumah one of them lepak n hajat kn maen game. Liat2 aku yg tetydo.huhu. So drg aja. I went home lapas atu. Hehe. Dont ask pukul brpa plz :p

btw, someone is suddenly mad at me. I asked why p na jua gto nya. Huhu. Bgi silent treatment th sja. Egoistic bnr! *rolls eyes* huhu. Biar ya eh.. And.. My left arm hurts suddenly.. Kana angin tah x.. Krg th minta urut..

Mm.. Alright then.. Gtg.. Bye2

My hawtie baby! ;p

Oh what a bad day! Mother lectured me tadi. *tunduk* huhu sakit telinga eh tadi uh. But luckily sekajap ja. *smiles*

Mm.. Yesterday, as i mentioned on earlier posting, was my bestfriend's burfday.. I havnt given her prezie yet coz seriously with no transport and what? one day? Na jua enough toh kn survey *mencri alasan sal aher bgi hadiah* :p

huhu.. Dont worry baby xp as i promised, ada toh nanti (im stil surveying actually) i went to mall yesterday.. P nada pun yg attractive (jn slh phm.. I mean things uh not people) huhu

btw.. esuk as in, on 21st june, il be going to my friend's brthday party at kg sg hancing. Its at 9pm. Huhu. Lets krump people!! I really am lookin forward to the party. Ramai durang neh (my geng) huhu. *gulps* yth kn bepaluk2 n becium2 neh (what the fudge?) batah na jmp drg bh.. Huhuhu

my baby is busy today. Poor thing. *imagine muka nya* woah.. Hawtie! Huhu I miss my baby so much :')

eh eh. I had nuggets, sausages n daging combat tadi for supper. Nyummy~ kes nyamal cz my sis inda bca my msg suh ea balikn soto kuning tadi.. Jahat u sista!! *raises eyebrow* lol.

Mmm.. Thats all for now.. Tc people.

Oh its 19th june :)

there are two most remarkable things happen today:

firstly, my bestfriend's 19th birthday.. Hehe. Ure getting old sista! Btw Urwc. Hope u like the mms i made specially for u last night. Hehe. I enjoyed goin out w u in d past 2 days uh..

secondly, my happiest anniversary! Yes anniversary.. Why? Jealous.. U should be.. Huhu.. Boo~ baby, i love u sooo much!! *winks* lalala~

alright.. Too much things abt me arent updated. Thats because m busy w life n si baby! Huhu. next time th g update.. Bye bye people..

Hafiz

Oh its tuesday.. Surprisingly im feeling a lil bit better dari damam. Thanks to those who care esp my parnts, c 212, my bestfriend n c shweef! *those who are mentioned yg doa kn aku baek. N here i am now. Ok dh. Bt nt totally*

tadi, so very early morning, c lady called me up. I ws half awake. Pikir th apa. Panya kn mnta dgni jln w hafiz.. Ehh terganggu msa tydo ku. (u owe me big time gurl!) huhu

btw, befre that, jahat u lady! U didnt tell me that u had a webcm session w c ham last nyt *buat muka marah* huhu. Nvm..

Ok ok.. Back to my tale.. Tadi arnd 1+pm c hafiz dtg picked lady n i. Woo hoo.. Pnya ea tnggal d rimba ampir umah c fuck.. Very coincidence..

We went to empire liat ceta d incredible hulk. God! Syok ceta nya (very!) huhu well actually b4 yt movie, kmi makan lu d fud court kiulap mall..

I had mee basah n milo shake, mizah had her nasi ayam n cold water whilst hafiz had dimsums n juice (i think) hehe

lapas we yt movie atu, hafiz bwa us jalan2. Smpai ke tutong. Syok lah beibun lam keta.. Then alek ke bndr n went to mameh gdg.. We had sum sate, abc n sum drinks. Huhu

fyi, td was the first time ku jmp hafiz. I reckon, hes a very very kind n polite person. Hehe. (fiz, if u r readin tis, baek ko byr aku! Huhu m promotin u neh. Lol) n thank you for the treat man! *winks*

alright thats all. M tired.. Wana sleeeepppppp~

Im sick :(

Ishhhh.. Spoil eh!! Im just goin to enjoy my holidays but i got sick tah jua :(

yeah.. M sick currently.. Sakit kpala brabis *tapi sampat jua bloggin.. Funny*

tadi pagi beurut seluruh badan. Omg. Seriously sakit. Then makan ubat.. Tapi msh jua paning. So i jst limpang2 til ptg.

Arnd 2pm, makan soto kuning. I added alot ov lada rindu so that got bepaluh n in hope that my panas bdn n sakit kpala wil get lowered down. But still inda.. *sighs*

well, bad luck. Hopefully il recover soon. Now i wna get some sleep. Tc people.

in 2 years time

Oh im so bored today.. Mmm.. Again, i just baca the updates..

Oh holidays.. I wonder what all my friends are doing.. Btw, last night i talked to a friend of mine thru the phone.. Poor thing. Ea just found out that valentine nya got back together w his ex while drg msh together.. Soo cruel~

oh well, thats life.. So unpredictable.. Mmm.. Oh i just remember.. today's sunday (duhh~) lady told me that c hafiz wantd to bring her out n clbr8s her adv bday.. Bowh.. Bnr kah inda ea dtg kumah nya uh *looks at mizah n winks* hehehe.

Mm.. I watch a movie called 'its a boy girl thing' on astro tadi.. I fall in love w that movie.. So sweet bh *tears*

hey, ive got lotsa hws to do. Alum g ku membuka buku uh. *sniffs*

i just found c antzy (my friend) umrah today. Mudahan th ea slamat.. Syok jua toh. Wish i had money to go there.. Bt nvm.. One day i will go there *crosses finger* huhu

apa lagi uh? Mmmm.. Ha! Ezun.. In two years time baby! We will have kids together! 4 ov them! Huhu. Random much.. *waves*

balai pulis sengkurong

Oh yes! Holidays! Huhu. I knw everybody is soo lookin forward to this.. *hi 5*

i didnt go to skewl tadi (as in 14th june).. Nasib jua.. I heard the principal-leaving-ceremony was so dull. Pity u people who dtg.. *smirks*

spoil eh tadi. Siok dh tydo. Bising th jua my bro pasang tv pagi2. Tebgun ku awl arnd 10am x. Then washed up n had my breakfst. Arnd 11+am kana bwa makan ambuyat. Huhu.seriously atu awal~ nada byk ku makan. Alum ada selera bh..

Then i tried to sleep but inda dpt. I ended up limpang2 smbil dgr mp3. Hehe. Then around 2+pm, i accompanied someone to balai pulis sengkurong kn ambil statement.

Guess what, batah kami round2 mncri. Then pksath tpun c antzy tnya ea (maklum lah.. Urg jerudong. Shud knw balai pulis sna)

antzy ckp dpn hua ho.kmi round g hua ho tanjung bunut p nada jua. Adui~ aherny dpt jua. Bdapanan hua ho lama pny. Ehh.. Slh info. Chappy jua toh..

Ahh.. Yatah dh smpai d balai, pulis yg ambil statement atu nada. God! Bth kmi nunggu tadi uh. Frm 3 til 4+pm. Got so hungry. We then went to pizza hut.hehe. I ordered spaghetti nya without cheese. Hehe. Nyumy~

back to the pulis thangy, yth kmi expect them to call sja f dt bitch yg nyusah kn atu aka d policeman to be there at his office. Awu bnr.. Inconvinient! Gez what, smpai ani wh nada drg call (current time is 1am, 15th june) palui bnr..

Btw, tadi as usual maen ps2. Cudnt help it. Huhu. Maen ddr lagi.. Ngaleh wah kaki. Tadi lady called me up. Pity her. Boring ya. Huhu. Relax hunn. Bru jua start cuti. Huhu.

Mmm.. Btw, lady, jnth ingau kan post c *sensored* atu.. Mlsth ku lagi. Huhu. U knw what i mean xp

Hpy advnced holz~

Mm.. Its a hot friday afternoon.. I av no plans 4 today. Wish someone would abduct me away from home. Huhu

alright, what was i up to yesterday? *thinkin* ha! I went out to jaya to pick my repaired silver ring.. Actale last 2 weeks plg patut ny. Bt i forgot. Hehe

then we went to eat sushi at Misato.. I know escapade is bttr tp last night atu dsna full house. Yth. At least dpt jua makan sushi arah not-so ramai urg. Hehe. I ate seaweed lagi.. I luv it much!

Mmm.. Pas we done eating, we went to pick up a friend to join us maen ps2 rh sumone's place..

Guess what game we played? *smirks* ddr lah.. Huhu.mental wah mencuba stage difficult uh. Sangal kaki pas atu. Bth g kami maen uh. Til 4am. Huhu

hey, before i forgot, i wont b cumin to skewl esuk (lady, u better read tis post) hehe. So yeah.. Hpy advnced holz people *waves*

U know who u are..

Morning people~oh its thursday morning.. Mm.. Sumhw so lapar today.. Yth untypically, aku makan roti 4 breakfast. Huhu..

Bowh.. Ada urg.. Oh nvm.. U knw who u are.. Urwc btw.. Huhu.

Alright. Atu ja dulu.. Krg g post.. Tata

wednesday.

Oh.. welcome wednesday.. Gosh! Im so tired today. I didnt have enough time to sleep last night coz was talkin to sumone on the phone til 3+am.. And got up at 6am tdi.. *rubbing his eyes*

today's lessons were ok. We didnt have gp class tadi so yeah~ felt free.. Awal balik tadi..

Before alek, i met c shuif.. Huhu. N he gave me fun donut.. Nyaman~ tadi i didnt have lunch at skewl cz nada dgn.. Mizah had mp meeting. Yth..

Just now ku rcge $5.. My mum gave it to me.. I ws actually gna buy it myslf but hey, who wudnt want free stuff? Huhu.. I love it.. *smiles*

mmm.. What more can i type here? Nada kali.. Krg th g.. M tired.. Wana off to bed lu.. Hehe..

P.s there are stories i wana share but i reckon, na pyh tah x eh.. Krg ada urg offended.. Hehe

your blog makes me feel so uneasy.

I got tis uneasy feelings lapas bca someone's bloggy.. Dont knw why i feel so 'played'.. Oh nvm..

Mmm.. Skewl was alright. Had fun vaining w shuif n mr k aka c baby msa lunch tadi. Heehe.. I was alone tadi cz mizah had to go to kb. Yth i went to garai alone n mam alone jua d class. Then i tagged along drg shuif n baby. Huhu. Start th photoshoots d toilet *giggles*

i made one blog for my sista tadi. Hehe. Antah sumhw ada free wireless arnd my area. So basically, i 'borrowed' the connection for awhile td. Hehe.. Bls all cmmnts yg lum be reply..

Now, m watchin ceta indon.. Siok.. I njoy watchin it. So dramatic n sad.. Huhu.. Adui.. Romantic jua pny ku ane *coughs*

mmm.. Got nothing much left to say.. Il post nnt g.. kan call someone up lapas ane.. Hehe.*waves*

random pictures

yay!! mission accomplished.. ive edited my bloggy.. alright today im just gonna upload random pictures ( first time tah neh ku upload pics uhh)


this wass taken two weeks ago (i think).. this is actually a piece of 'art' produced by me and lady.. hehehe (we got the talent baby~)


huh! tekajut? aku pun tekajut.. huhuuhu aku kana paksa neh.. huhuhu it was last year i think?


this was taken yesterday (as in on sunday).. i went out to watch a moviee called 'promnight'.. huhuhuhu the guy beside me fell asleep while watching.. can you believe that? huhuhuu.. mmmm... anyway i would rate the movie 6.5/10 ler..


huhuuhu sis ena , sis nana and i went to Muara beach and had some photoshoots and these is one of them.. (gawdh! i rock! lol)



this is, on the other hand was taken when i had my candle night dinner with someone i lovee ( my sister) lol..

mmm.. alright, now, my day was ok tadi.. just abit tired ja (super tired actually).. and lady was kinda mengusut tadi,, didnt get the chance to ask her why,, wanted to ask esuk but she said she wont be coming to business class.. so i gess hafta wait til on wednesday then..

i found out someone has already got a replacement (as in couple thangy.. if you get wat i mean) and i miss hanging out with c As and c Beego. but i dont know how to approach them .. i mean i dont wna get called udah-kan-beguna-ru-tah-kan-mencari friend :(
oh well .. wish to hang out w u guys soon..

mmm.. vh.. later ill post something lagi.. hehehehehe bye people

Singapore chic rice

Last night i had my dinner w my parnts n sistas at singapore chic rice. Hehe. Sumhw craving for it. Yth ksna.
I got sad story. C 212 got a car accident kemarin pagi. Kereta nya tepusing2 uh. Msa ujan lagi toh. :'( bt luckily ea ok. Just traumatize i gez.bt nvm.. Time wil heal ea..
Since i didnt go hang out dmlm (lapas dinner,trus alek kumah) i slept early. Antah sumhw diarrhea ku tadi subuh n diz morning (i gez sal aku makan roasted chic rice n kolo mee atu x) huhu vyk ku mkn. Yth..
I cnt wait kan cuti uh.my schedule kinda packed tis skewl breaks.. Eh tadi i viewed bloggy c zedah.. Gurl, just be strong k.. I knw u can :) n to lady, i viewed urs as well. Mudahan jua vnr ur dream uh (doa).. Bowh.. Bln 6 udah. Na g vth ur bdy uh xp
btw, krg ku ke gdg (so typical~) nt sho kn vuat apa. Bt yeah, 4 sho kan maen ddr kali. Hehe. Or watch movie..
A comment for shweef lanji's picture (yg ko suh ku liat uh. Yg the 'vogue' uh;p ), god! Ku pikir model mana kana abused uh. Panya kau xp nice nice~ huhu
alright, alright.. Gtg peeps.

Maen ddr dgn ND n d others.

Yesterday, i slept over at my friend's house.. I wnted to release my tension.. Felt relieved lah.. Bwa maen ps2 dari pukul 7pm.. At arnd 8+pm, i was hungry so asked my friend to go kfc. So we had our dinner sana

then went back to his crib n played ps2 sum more. I played takken 3.huhu syok n mbgi mental jua.. After awhile, my friend's sis n c ND (my former geo mate) came over n joined me play ps2.

We played ddr. Huhu. It was 9pm already. Syok la lumpat2 bt d matt slippery so we missed lotsa steps. Bt hey, its ok. We had fun ;p guess what, kami maen ddr frm 9pm til 2+am.. Huhu na sadar g.atu ya..paluh2.. Huhu

then we played game american idol.. Syok lah but i sucked. ND was so good. Yth ea kmvng. Huhu. Bth x uh game nya uh. Frm 2+ am til 3.30am kami maen p na jua avis. Huhu. Nxt time g cntinue cz evyone was tired udah..

I woke up at 12pm tadi n had my late brunch w my friend.. Then got home.. Hehe. Cnt wait for the skewl breaks! Ok, nanti g post :)

Bsnss ppr 2

Mm. Yay! No more exams! No more *jumps* puas ati ku eh! Uwawawawawa.. BUT, pyh tadi qns nya uh *sobs* ishh.. Pksa th lupakn angan2 ku dpt A neh.. I screwed up ppr 2 lagi *sighs* nvm~things done already.. Stil got november exams.. *smiles, pretends that hes ok w it*.. Mmm.. Im goin out krg mlm.. So yeah.. Til then.. Il post sumting tmrw xp

Rebellious brat.. Its me~ HUHU

Mm.. Ha! Finally ive finished readin business.. Cant wait for tmrw's exam.. Glad that its early in the mornin.. *smiles*


mm.. I had ambuyat for my dinner tadi! Gawdh! Nyaman yaw! Been long dh na mamam. Hehehe. I want more~~ lets go to aminah ariff restaurant sum times during the breaks, mau? Mau? *sours*


hopefully apa yg ku vca tadi will come out esuk (i bet it will coz aku vca smua, so whats d point? Huhu) eh credit ku low udah.. Paksa th ku reload suk neh. Hehe


i cnt wait to go out esuk mlm.. Wana liat wyg n maen games! N go home late.. Like really late.. Shean my parents awez suh ku alek awl dikit.. Wawawawawawa. Tapi saya rebellious dikit.. Antah f ada license,na kali malar dumah.. Huhu.. Mmm.. Apa g uh? Eh kn reread bsnss lu.. Nnt g ku post ;p

Sorry besty

*leanin on the couch* mm.. awal tah jua ku tevgun.. *sighs* id washed up n had my hot tea n cucur pisang.. Hehe.anyway, tadi ku lupa msg c lady yg ku na skulah.. Shean ea waited for me til 7.30am tadi *sorry mizah, smvil julur* hehe.yth lapas ku bkfs td, taus ku mc ea. Then ea buzz me up taus. Huhu. Bad day jua toh ea uh. While she was waitin 4 me, this one gurl spilt her hot tea rh her skewl attire.. Shean jua toh.. (i can imagine how hot the tea is)

and pas toh, the time ws already 7.30am (accordin to her story), sumone bumped her and she fell. Ramai urg liat.. Gawdh! Mizah.. Baek th bljr body balance ;p huhu just kiddin.. Rh shweef ja bljr.. Ea tau toh xp (majal...)

aku neh kan bljr bsnss utk bisuk actale.. P now rest th lu.. Sleep msh wah.. Eh kcau urg mc aku pjg2 toh eh *stares at mizah* uwawawawawawa.. Hope u njoy ur day, today xp lalala~

eh i knw sumone is missing me.. Huhuhu.. M flattered! (woah.. Bitchy jua aku uh) lol.. Bh bh later~

the stalker and ex'es

Nah.. Mempost tah ku lagi.. (kes boring + inda mau tydo) huhu apa yg kan ku ckp kan ane? (thinking deep.. getting deeper.. deeper.. and deeper..) lol! whud the fudge? :p





alright, lets talk about.. ehmmm.. stalkers and ex'es.. Hehehe.. aku lum penah stalkin urg 247 before psal i dnt wana make it to look soo obvious.. tapi kan kdg2, f urg atu luan obsess, sgup vh spend time drg just kan stalk urg laen.. poor thing, why dont u jst approach them and say a simple 'hi'.. Is it reali hard to do? yeah yeah i guess it is.. understandable~~one tip, dont go 'omg! He/she replies!' or snyum mcm urg bks kna tampar and jadi gila, after u said hi.. Huhu seriously, that'll make u look so desperate and stink! Stink?? Lol stink atu inda lah :p




about ex'es ane lagi mbri sakit kpala kdg2.bnr inda?i knw at times,even myself, mcm soo wana dial up their numbers n have sum chats tapi dont.. NEVER do that..TRUST ME! krg u wil end up talkin about the past shits or sumhow ble jadi klae toh.. scary butt true.. it happened to me btw.. :') sweet.. F*ck you!! Huhu..




time goes by slowly.. i dont know what to do~ am so fed up.. Huhu time to tydo..

irreplaceble~

Mm.. Geo exam udah the other day. And m kinda satisfied w what i'd done. Hopefully il get it lah (amin~) hehe..

Tommorow, as in 4th june, i will nt b cuming to skewl coz i ned to study 4 bsnss paper 2.. *big smiles* m so lookin forward to finishin the exams and school breaks! *leaps*

tadi classes were ok.as usual belajar.gahhs!annoying much.well,hey!what to do?thats what school for, aint it? Huhuhu.mmm..alright~ tadi ku dgr lagu 'irreplaceble' by beyonce. I miss the song. It was very nice~ agree? Ha!

I ate nasi katok tadi at 11+pm..fuhh..cudnt help it..was superhungry..hehe.drank warm water lapas atu..and cek my fs via hp.mm..friendstr ppl is updatin their system so we cn surf friendster efficiently via hp TAPI inda pun efficient.. Mcm bae xuh. I mean, na dpt view d complete profile so na dpt liat comments la toh.. Ha! Thats what u call 'efficient' ? My arse lah.. *middle finger to em*

eh eh.. Tadi urg xm eng olvl.. My friend screwed up his exam.. Huhuhu.. Sian.. Havnt heard any cmmnts frm eqma dou.. Hope she did fine..

Btw, ujung bulan ani, my friend zaty, (the one yg used to be in my geo class.. Now shes in ubd taking teachin course) going to have her engagement day.. M so happy for her.. His future fiance is a gud boy, i tell you~ lol

mm.. Tadi kami kna bgi balik our socio class test paper and surprisingly c miss sushi (fidz ;p) got the highest amongst kami.. Gahh! And i got beaten uleh c shweef lanji uh. Lol. I dont mind actale.. Yth interestingly, c belle nangis tarus2 afta dpt her ppr.she got the same-not-so-good-mark like mine. Mm..girls.. Sooo..sensitive.. She cried cz she tot that she wudnt get the MINDEF scholarship. Well,who wudnt? But.. Its only class test 4 gawdhs sake! Huhu. Eh jahat aku uh.. Lalala~ *running away*

bh bh.. kan melayan lagu snopp dog lu *headbanging* eh knp salah atu? Lol.

3 hours.

Mm.. 3 hours to exams.. M soo petrified and nervous here.. I woke up so early today. It felt so great to actually have finished bca all that goddamn notes.. Insyallah i can do it. Mudahan jua na papa obstacles.. Hehe. Bh bh.. I need to relax my mind now.. And makan! Hehe

Nasi katok mama for supper!

Ha! Alum ku tydo. Tired but cudnt get ma eyes sum shut down.. Mmm.. Alright, i had nasi katok mama as my supper tadi. Hehe nyummy. Bth dh craving for it. N i was so lapar tadi so minta balikn soto kuning lagi.. Ha! I miss it already.. Nyaman bh.. Esp if its hot! Huhuhu.. Krg m nt goin to skewl.. Tryina finish the readin up. Hpfully i can (amin~) eh sumhw ku teingat restrnt aminah ariff (lol. Random) eh miss kn makan ambuyat sane *drools* mmm.. Na g bth avis exam. Lapas exam mau jalan w my friends puas2.huhu.then cram kn the head lagi to get ready for qualifyn exams. Gahhs! Nada rest bh.. Well, what more can i say? Deal w it th saja.. Now, sumone offered me to liat cerita prom night uh. Huhu. Tekezut ku. Bth dh na yt wyg bh.. Hehe. Eh my latest crave masane are fruits, kfc, sushi and pizza! Hehe bh bh booking tah aku kan jalan makan these food.. Eh eh b4 lupa, panya ramai jua urg kn jd member d zunic gym uh. Insyallah, pas alvl ku jd member sna. Jeles ku c shweef lanji dh jd member sna. Huhu. Yg lain dt i knw wud join r c fidz n liyana.hehe.dpt th ramai2 nnt neh.excercise utk kesihatan kali uh.lol.. Mmm.. Btw, elaun ku kuar dh p only $39.50. Ugh.. Ada th jua 50c uh. Annoying~ bt so what, janji ada. Uwawawa. Atu plg gnya toh. Bln laen na cha lagi ada. Byk ku skip class uh (pasal exam toh.. Crap!) huhu. Eh tink i better stop now.. Nanti g post.. Tc