Trial exams. Pfft

Mm.. Exams? Very soon for me.. In fact, il be having a trial bsnss studies mock exams on the 5th august.. God! Havnt started netink yet. I know no point 4 me to be overly paranoid while doing nothing to actually prepare for it. *sighs* idk why ive been worryin abt my june exams results and which course should b taken in uni. Oh maybe its bcz I found one ov my sis's friends has just been given a scholarship to UK. what a lucky gurl! *sniff* m so tired lately. I seriously need awakenin pills! I knw its dumb to say i havnt actually been mentally in skewl.. But seriously, awu. I felt m just physically in skewl longing to go home sja and absorbed nothing but daydreaming all day long.. And tadi.. Finally.. I woke up from the fairy daydreams.. Bru ku alert that im gna b sitting for A Level in few more months.. Gahh.. Mudahan th i can cope w my studies. Mcm inda sanggup g. But i knw i shud get a grip or do sumtin abt it.. Mmm.. Enough said.. Oh i went to gdg tis early afternoon, companyin my sis checkin her a/c n photocopyin some slips to be brought tmrw 4 her 1st orientation day in UBD.. And also tadi i checked my other blog.. Sorry to ezun, dye n sharon coz i havnt posted anythin in there coz yaknw, busy bh.. Plus its kinda hard for me to update since m using hp sja.. Uwa uwa uwa :'( bgi th ku wireless nah. Lol *stares* to lady, iknw uve been stressing out lately. Idk whats bothering u but hopefully u wont get too much affected to whatever is goin on.. Uknw i awez love u, kan? Kan? Huhu mm.. Idk what else to write here *bites nails*..
I shall stop now.. Pls Pardon me for the late posting in the future..

Capers again.

Im busy right now.. Updatin two blogs ani fun rupanya.. Eh eh.. I went to capers yesterday and as mentioned in my other blog, i ate 5 diff types ov pizzas and one ov em unintentionally had cheese on it. Yatah i tarus had stomach ache. But now am ok.. Tadi ptg i went to SCR. Hehe. As usual, i ordered roasted chic rice, kai lan vege and soya bean. *wiping me drool* now m so full. *lying on the couch* its rainin again tonight.. Bgus lah. Coz i m so burning up.. Mmm.. Oh yeah, ive finished my socio draft 4 tmrw's class test *relieved* hehe.. Oh another thing worryin me.. The qualifyin exams. Goddamnit! I havnt started any rvision yet. Gahh. Mati gue! Err.. Nvm.. Nanti tah. Wawawaw.. Btw, id like to congratulate my sis of passing her Ielts exams..
Mm.. Il stop now.. Tc ppl..

get one of these for me, and ill marry you =p

i am craving for food...

Imy

when everythin is said and done, we cant rewind back the time or even regret about it.. thats just how life suppossed to be.. Oh why do i say this? Saja.. Hehe..
Early tis afternoon i had kinky chat w naach zebra. Huhu had fun.. Bit scary dou.. P.s naach, if u readin tis, what said in the msn, stayed in msn. Lol
chatted w ezun jua. Oh i miss tis humourous gurl.. Mm.. Oh before i 4gt, lady, ive read ur blog. U shudve put some more pics ov ours there. Well, afterall, im impressed.. Huhu ^."
oh.. Tadi my mum liat dangdut.wawawa. So i stucked jua. Mmm.. I kinda enjoyed it. Bowh! Its so not me.. Mother! U influenced me! Lol
i didnt go anywhere today.. Mau makan luar p mls jua.. So i just eat twistis n maggie ja.. Not quite a nyummy food eh? But at least its enough to full my tummy.. Hehe
i somehow feel so lonely right now *romantic song playing* mmm.. Wish i have someone to hug.. Oh my... *sighs* sapa yg testuck in my head ane? Why am i thinkin abt tis person? Bowh.. Am being so corny now.. Better stop harm! Huhu
mmm.. " Deras ujan yg turun mengingatkn diriku pada mu.. Aku masih dsni utk setia.. Selang waktu pun brgnti. Aku tak tahu engkau dmana. Tapi aku dsini mencuba utk setia.. " lagu sapa ni? I want to know.. Help me.. Huhu.. Am currently listenin to tis song dari tv.. Bowh.. Udah! Udah! Kana sue ku krg 4 being overly romantic.. Huhu.
Btw, il update soon again.. Hehe tc ppl.

Home alone

Im home alone right now. Got so bored so i thought its bloggin time ^.^
its raining slightly here in rimba. My parents and siblings are leaving me T_T huhu nada deh. They went to padang ja. I dont wana tag along because i dont like the crowd.. And the smell too. Huhu.
I read ezun's blog just now. And yes dear, ure welcome. P.s dont forget the two years deal 0.o' hehe.
Mmm.. Oh its kinda depressing that our sociology tutor will be leaving us soon *cries* hes a very talented teacher. Seriously, hes so good that u wont even bother to miss a class. Hope he'll do great in the future..
Ok.. Tadi dskulah, someone was absent or missing should i say?. Siapa nah? Ezun.. Huhu. Overslept ya. So i ended up w shirley saja masa ps. Hehe. Felt kinda awkward coz w ezun, menyerlah our naughtiness.. Ani, ea nada tadi. But nvm..
Ha! We (the people in socio class) were surprised tadi when in the middle of the lesson, someone popped into the class. Siapa nah? C naz.. Huhu. Smua urg tarus signalling each other bh. Panat eh. Bedusa bnr. Huhu. Naz was thought to be running away from home and went to USA bh. It was true that she went there but not bcz she ran away but bcz.... Err.. I dont know?! Huhu thats her life.. So yeah..
I went home at 2pm tadi. God! Geo tadi msa tgh hari was as usually, B.O.R.I.N.G!! I was like counting every seconds of the time in which my life is wasted. Huhu.
Got picked up NOT by my dad tadi. Huhu. Siapa uh? Wondering? Achaler.. Huhu. Ok ok. Then went to wywy to eat mee mamak. Nyaman uh sana. M addicted to it! Huhu. After that went straight home. Lalala~
*looking outside ov the window* oh the rains stopped. Bagus bagus. Mm.. Apa kan ku buat neh home alone uh. Home party? Ha! Lets do it.. Not.. Nada dgn.. Gahh.. Wish ezun is here. Lol just kiddin. We can do sometin here hun * i wanna be on top~* lol jk jk
Oh i think i better go now. Hehe. Tc people.
P.s ezun, shirley wants us to produce a blog 4 the three ov us. What do u think abt that? And lady, saya ada cerita. Huhu. Apakn. Bh bh

the songs you played on the radio..

The songs are;

1. Youre one in a million. *nt quite sure lurus or inda*

2. Rossa's song yg kna nyanyikn smula oleh v.e *lupa lagi tajuk lagu nya..*

3. Always be my baby by david cook *huhu.. Tis one definitely ku ingat*

4. Somethin somethin selingkuh itu indah? *adui.. Pelupa eh*

eh.. Random aku ane.. Wish i had long term memory.. Seriously, i forgot stuff easily but not instantly lah uh.. Huhu. Mmm.. Btw, 'i dont eat cheese but i will eat pizza if its on top ov you..' Huhu grrrrrr... M bored and m missing someone.. I dont wna whine, complain or anytin today.. Just.. M Sick ov life..

I asked lady randomly, i think a week ago kali, pasal napa options exist. Why we need to choose one out ov two. And why sometimes we regret apa yg tani pick sdgkn we want it? Gahh.. Na ku phm eh..

P.s life is a dildo. Lol i dont even understnd what m typing. Hehe Bimbo. Bye2.

Can i go out w u next time again? Huhu

Yes! Finally i can go online.. Fuck! its been, what, 5 days kah inda mau. And luckily tonight dapat. Huhu. Lots to be updated here..

Am recovered already now.. Tapi msh la bedengung suara ane. Huhu. Sbr th sja.. I had mc on mond. So i had 3 self-holidays la. Mm.. Tadi i told pinah a secret. And she went like 'oh yaka? I expect that plg.. But thanks 4 being honest to me' huhu malu ku eh.. But again, i trust her..

oh list utk new ubd intake gone out today. And a big congrates to my sis coz shes got in. And td i helped her out, typing a resignation letter for her. So shes quitting from baiduri bank on next thurs.. Hehe.

Gahh, tadi gp we watched 'supersize me'.. Quite interesting movie dou.. Looking forward to watchin it again.. Not!!

Last night, as in july 15th, i went out w a friend to aneka rasa to have our cakoi session arnd 5pm. But when we got there, cakoi nya abis dh so we just ate martabak n hot milo for me and teh tarik for him.. Then we talked about alot ov stuff and udah byr etc, we went to buy susu 4 his dad. Masa ea suh hold the tins, my palms were sweaty bh. I tot he wudnt gv it to me dulu n guess what, telapas bh tin atu and it hit his leg. God! I knw it hurt like hell n he went like jumping arnd in pain.wawawa.i just laughed. Then of course minta maaf la.. Huhu it ws so funny.

Arnd 7pm, ea sent me home. But otw home, ada si dia mc.. I tot si dia nmpk aku d kiulap but pnya ea kn bwa jalan. M ok to be the last resort dou.. Lol At least si dia is thoughtful jua masih. Huhu *looking at si lady*wink*

i asked si dia to meet me up di wywy lambak ja, so my fwn sent me there.si dia was 5mins late bh. Bt nvm.. Oh yeah. Ani kira kmi first time jumpa lapas raya last year. Huhu. Bgus.. Bgus.. Setahun sekali ja ah.. Huhu

we were clueless plg.nato kn kemana.it was rainning bh.n ive jst recovered.so namo ke bandar. Hehe. So since kami dua lum dinner, we went to blue eden n yeah.. Ate there *laughs*

then jalan2 d jerudong park. I knw si dia wudnt want to antar ku alek awal. I get it.lol.perasaan eh.. Mm.. I wish there will be another outing w si dia.. *requestin* huhu. Apakn~

btw to my lady, atu basar sgt wh uvat mu uh.. F atu utk ku, omg.. Naku idup g toh. Hehehe. Mmm.. Apa g kn ku ceta ane? Ha? Shuif got a tale to tell me tmrw. I soo wna knw. N he escped gp clas today. Bastard! *yells bitchily* huhu. Bowh bru ku ingat, ada urg ucap aku bitch balik2 msa jalan on the 15th uh.. Mmm.. Do i deserve it?

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Restless

Mother theressa! (wtf?!) gahh.. Its 9am now.. I didnt get gud sleep last night.. The sore in my throat is so killing me *sniffs* yeah.. The cold as well..

Few mins ago, i viewed blogs yg viewed mine.. So yeah.. Interesting stuff.. Currently dou, im watching 'house of mouse' with my lil i-dont-wanna-give-u-the-remote sister.. Im stuuuuucccckkkkkkk!! *screams*

Had a cup ov tea just now.. Wanted to eat but.. Err.. U know why *sad face*

ohwkey dowkey, what shuld i do now? Wnted to use my laptop to upload pics but unfortunately, the charger got broken. Yes it did! *cries* gahh.. Need an urgent help here.. Havent gt the chance to look for a new charger..

Mmm.. Ish.. Something is bothering me.. apart frm the annoying pouts from some ppl, my i-conquer-the-tv-today sister, tis bloody sudden sickness and my cluelessness. *sighs again*

My favourite quote when im w pinah n shuif is 'i wannabe on top~' huhu. Randomness. We are the annoying gp bitches *hi-5* huhu.

What else? *thinkin* ha! My mum told me that id get my license after raya kali.. Cant wait eh.. And hopefully id get best grades tis june exams. And ive been longing to know what presents they'd give to me.. Ka-ching $_$' huhu.. U shud be proud ov ur demanding son ane mother! :p

mm.. Ok m running out ov words now.. Think i better stop now.. Wish me recovered soon.. *waves*

Im sick and weak.

Gosh.. I hate this! A sudden cold n sore throat attacks.. Yes.. Am sick right now.. Suddenly wah.. *sighs*

evendou damam, i ws forced to attend my cuz's bbq tadi.. Gahh.. Urg damam, p smoke is so byk.. Sanak ku. My selesma spoiled my appetite.didnt eat alot coz i felt so weak.. Hopefully il b ok on mond.. (btw, liyana, this is why i didnt enter geo class tadi.) hehe. Bt nxt time f kn escape, il bring u along. Lol

i chatted w sum ppl back then in skewl. Heard lotsa sad, happy, shocking stories from everyone.. Ohh~ life is a drama.. Ada2 sja bh.. Gotta get a grip n deal w it then..

*wiping his nose* ehh.. I reali feel so miserable now after, not only the fact that m sick but knowing some friends ov mine treated me as f m nt trustworthy.. And even worse, some ov em even lied to me.. Err.. Huge disappointment there.. Well, as ppl said, life is unfair.. Neah not really.. Ppl yg make it unfair..

Oh i cnt hold on any longer. M kinda headache now. Just ate my medicine dou..


Btw, ppl, this is my blog. Whatever thats expressed here are my words, my feelings and my freedom. So if theres unsatisfaction, just leave tis page and just, yaknow do other stuff.. Huhu. And, If u dont like it, just ignore it. Nothing gna change that. Pardon me. Tc. Bye ppl. Lalala~ *sneezes*

Guilty

Holy~i feel guilty to someone. Its a he btw. Gahh.. How can i get rid ov tis uneasy, lousy feelings? *sighs*

ive been so busy recently. Hell alot ov things had to be done. I went out on thurs nite, doing cliche stuff. Then went to a friend's house, helping him out w script writing.. It was initially complicated. But as i practiced, it wasnt that bad dou..

I went online yesterday, kn cri my friend suruh ea burn kn cd for me. But ea nada so i ended up chatting w lady, shuweef the bitch n some other friends ov mine.. But it wasnt long coz connection was bad n i was tired jua. Hehe.

I checked people's blog last nite. N surprise surprise! I found ezun's.. Ha! She told me she has no blog.. Gahh.. *frustrated* fine ezun.. U cruel gurl! Hehe *sarcastic laugh* wawawawa. Na deh.. I dont mind... Not! Xp

mm.. I cnt wait for the charity sale krg dskulah uh.. Wondering what'd be sold.. Huhu

bh gtg now.. Btw, dye, how cn i link u? I dnt evn knw ure addy xp huhu

It happens naturally

Skewl was boring today. I ws tired as usual.. Mmmhm.. Gotta wake up early til lapas sultan's birthday coz dad's gotta get to work bfore 6.30am. Imagine awal sja wah ku bgun *sighs*

sir stuart (my geo tutor) talked to me before i left the class.he wasnt apparently impressed w my work.. Gahh.. Biarin..

Err why am i using the indon word?huhu.gezz ter influenced cz bca blog someone td. Btw m so in love w tis cerita indon called 'intan'.. Gosh.. Awesome. Huhu

i was busy doing my bsns hw msa lunch.yatah got to eat sum bread given by lady ja tadi.huhu.lapar plg..p inda sampat kan lunch.. I was so bugged td coz my dad aher ambil balek uh.my class ended at 2pm n he fetched me up at 3 bloody pm. *rolls eyes* pns lagi tadi. I was sweatin lyk a pig.

Mmm.. For no apparent reasons, I group chat w shuweef n fids tadi. Had so much fun talking abt random stuffs. Not to mention, mengumpating si **** (not to be disclosed here thou) hehe.. Bcz ov d group chat, na ku telayan the others esp lady. M sorry uh *hugs*

damnit! i was so hungry tadi. Wanted to eat soto p aher udah. Asmad told me, he went to pizza hut w begok tadi.. Gahh.. Jahat u guys! Na mbwa2.. Huhu

i miss someone so bad now.. *looks down*cries* those memories and your sarcasms. Weird.. Somehow i miss it.. Oh never mind..


I just remember this cliche quote frm people : ' try not to think about the used-to-be or the past coz it benefits you nothing plus they may not think of u so why bother? ' huhu.. This is true, aint it? Emo much. But sometimes, it happens naturally.

Alright, guess i have nothing left to type here.. Tc people. Bye2

I cant

Its been awhile i dont go bloggin. Well, here i am now.. Hehe

currently am in the school canteen w lady.. M so clueless about what am gona type here.. Lets see..

Oh recently i did check my blog ane tapi viewed n read ceta urg ja. Was n stil am terharu when i read lady's blog *sobs* harm syg u too.. Wawawawawa. I sound corny..

I talked to mumy last nyt pasal kn buat pasport uh. I had one p expired udah. Cg suhaili requested me to b the school representative for syarahan cmpetition. There goes.. My chance.. Tapi jauh uh. D temburong.. Gaah! So i cant go coz firstly, mls kn buat pasport. F i do make one, na sampat uh. The compe is on tis sat. Secondly, i dnt wana go w cg suhaili. Huhu. I gez its obvious why xp

oh yeah.. I forgot to mention, i finally went out w pinah n shuif on last thurs. We went to buffet in capers,kiulap. Nyaman yaw! U ppl shud try there.. Hehe. Not enuf makan, syok begila w them uh. Huhu inda lupa, vaining wh sorang2.

And yesterday i went to nyonya restaurant. Quite mahal but its worthed lah. Hehe. The food was nice..

Mmm.. Apa g uh? Oh yes.. To those yg inda single atu, happy2 th selalu. Wtf? Random much. Huhu. Gtg now.. Bye ppl.

Im back again (for awhile only thou) :)

Oh apart from being busy w life n studies i have nothing to type here.. Oh wait! Ada..

My bstfrnd damam msa ne. Shes been absent for 2 days uh. Huhu shean.. Get well soon dear :)

shuif suruh viewed his blog n i did. Huhu.adeh~kes boring wah ea create hairstyle utk ea uh. Smua hairstyles suited ea uh.. Sasak ku eh. Wawawawawa.

Eh eh remember the previous post i talked abt the obsessed gurl? Ha.. Ia invited me later. Majal kn liat movie lagi uh. But i refused. Wawawawa hopefully she wont paksa me later.

Oh izun was psychopathic tis lately *julur ia* huhu ada kah patut ea suh ku msuk p2f *laughs* as f i want to.. Huhu. N yesterday we talked alot about cool stuffs. Yes! N we created a club called 'the horny club' huhu i knw we sound so crazy..

Btw,urg yg kna shortlisted in mindef scholar wil hav their written test today. Wish em luck..

I went out w as last nyte.aher arnd 10pm x.after ea jmp sumone.he told me panya that 'sumone' atu was my ex! Huhu. What a coincidence! Yth luan kn chat sja. Huhu. I had fun thou dgr ceta nya smbil makan di bndar uh. Apa kn d pggil toh?tamu ka?whatever.. Huhu


Arggghhh Crap! Qualifyin exams are ahead ov me.need to prepare. So wont be able to update my blog frequently.. So yeah.. Thanks for readin tis people. Hehe. Best wishes. Bye2.